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These are the only
three people left.

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This is Mr. Alex Steele,
Mrs. Juliette Ashby,

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- Mrs. Amy Winehouse.
- Ah, my booby.

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In other words,
Mrs. Amy Winehouse.

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And everyone else is gone.

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D'you want a lick
of the lollipop?

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Come on, have a lick.

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- No, I don't.
- Have a lick. Come here.

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Come and have a lick.

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No one wants to lick
your slobbery lollipop.

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- Lauren, just lick it.
- Here's me.

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It's my 14th...

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birthday evening and party.

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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

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♪ Happy birthday dear Lauren ♪

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♪ Happy birthday... ♪

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♪ To... you ♪

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Oh, wow.

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♪ Moon River wider than a mile ♪

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♪ I'm crossing you in style... ♪

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I was singing
with a little jazz unit,

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the National Youth
Jazz Orchestra,

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must've been about 16,

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and I just loved jazz.

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Dinah Washington...

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Sarah Vaughan, Tony Bennett.

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I learned to sing from listening
to stuff like Monk,

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and a lot of soloists as well,

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rather than just listening
to singers.

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I learned from everything,
really.

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♪ ...same rainbow's end ♪

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♪ Waiting round the bend ♪

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♪ My Huckleberry friend ♪

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♪ Moon River ♪

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♪ And me ♪

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So singing has always been
important to me,

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but I never thought, "I love
singing, I'll be a singer."

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I just thought, "I'm lucky"

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there is something
I can always do, if I want to.

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"I'm so lucky like that."

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But I didn't think
it would be a career choice.

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♪ And me ♪

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♪ Moon River and me ♪

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What's the date?

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- Today?
- 24th.

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- Is it?
- Yeah.

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- The what?
- 24th.

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- Of what?
- January.

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And, um, what day is it?

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- Saturday.
- And what year is it?

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Lunchtime.

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I was a 19-year-old
office junior

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for a promotions company

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owned by Simon Fuller.

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I just started to try
and kind of blag it myself

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as a talent scout.

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I was definitely
out of my depth.

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My friend Tyler
is a singer.

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He was with Nicky Shymansky
and Tyler said,

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"My friend Amy sings jazz
and she's great."

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Nicky said to me,
"Want some studio time?"

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I said, "For what?"
And he was like,

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"Well, if you'd write songs,

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we'd make a record,
get a record deal."

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I was, like,
"What do you get out of it?"

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Hello.

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I look ugly.

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Yeah, look at you.
You look lovely.

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I don't. My chin's massive.

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- Worried about your chin?
- That's there forever.

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♪ There is no greater thrill ♪

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♪ Than what you bring to me ♪

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♪ No sweeter song ♪

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♪ Than what you sing ♪

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♪ Sing to me ♪

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- Decide to record it?
- Yeah.

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Hello.

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I'm just here... smoking a fag.

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I just like to...
Oh, I look so grim.

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I look like a floating head.
You know, I've got no hair.

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I'm just on a black screen.

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There's my hand.
What's going on?

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We'd recorded
quite a few demo recordings,

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and I started to talk about

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whether she'd ever consider
writing.

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She said she's not sure
about writing songs,

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but she's written
a lot of poems.

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♪ And he's my life ♪

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She knew full well
she'd been writing songs,

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but they were very
personal songs.

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I wouldn't write anything

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unless it was directly personal
to me,

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just 'cause I wouldn't be able
to tell the story right

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because I wouldn't have done it.

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Even though some of it
is personal in a sad way,

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I'd never let it just be that.

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I'll always put a punchline
in the song.

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Just try and be different
with my lyrics.

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Someone gave me a CD, two songs,

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and they weren't necessarily
what you'd call hit songs,

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but they conveyed an emotion
that just touched me.

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When you have that as an artist,

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you usually have
a story to tell behind it.

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But it's a big leap of faith.

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I think my boss
even questioned the deal,

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because we were really
committing to giving

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an unsigned artist
close to 250,000 pounds.

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We both knew we wanted
to live with each other,

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we both knew
we wanted to move out.

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She had family issues
and I had lots of things

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going on with my family,
and we looked after each other.

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It was amazing.
We were young kids

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and we were best friends,
in a flat on our own.

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She loved it.

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Juliette would sing,
Amy would sing...

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And we just used
to see each other all the time.

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We used to go
to so many gigs with Amy.

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And when she first started
doing her music,

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we were all so excited
and proud of it.

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Where are we, Amy?

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- We're in Brighton.
- Yeah, but what are we in now?

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Um, we're in, uh...
What's-it Square,

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Regency Square, in a black cab.

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In a white cab. A beautiful cab.

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- And Lauren's with us.
- Ah!

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D'you know what my favourite
thing about Nicky is?

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His legs.

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Aw.

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Know what my other
favourite thing is?

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- What?
- Not your hair.

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She could make you feel
so important...

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and then, all of a sudden,

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very unimportant.

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And then make you feel
so important again.

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That was what she did.
She liked to get people

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into a comfortable position
and then shock them.

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If I got my hair right,
then what would that mean?

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That would mean
you were ready to marry me.

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Her first relationship

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was with an older guy
called Chris.

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She really got the hots for him.
Madly in love with him.

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She wrote a few songs
about having the hots for him.

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And then, eventually,
she lost interest and...

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She always used to talk about it
and started writing about that.

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I think when I was growing up,

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the music that was
in the pop charts or, you know,

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the music that was...

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that people were releasing
at the time,

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I just thought,
"This isn't music,"

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this is watered down,
or this is, you know, just crap,

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someone else has written it
for you

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"and you have to sing it."

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It's very much the case
with some music today.

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I really started writing music
just as... to challenge myself,

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to see what I could write or,
you know,

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just because
there was nothing else there

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that I could listen to
at the time.

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And having listened to jazz
and, you know, great songwriters

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like James Taylor
and Carole King,

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it was very...
I felt like I had nothing new

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that was coming out at the time

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that really represented me
or the way I felt.

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So I just started writing,
really, my own stuff

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and from personal experience.

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This is, um,
I Heard Love is Blind.

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I'll just clip, clip my hair

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out of the way, 'cause
it's gonna get on my nerves.

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I remember thinking,
when she walked in,

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she was this complete
force of nature.

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I thought, "Wow,
there's something about you."

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And I remember thinking,
"Please be good."

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I wrote this in Miami with
a guy called Salaam and, um...

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- and I'm really proud of it.
- She was 18

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and she was a very classic
North London Jewish girl.

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A lot of attitude.

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Quite shy, but something
emanated from her.

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She had a charisma.

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When you looked
at her lyrical capability

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and her melodic capability,

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she was a very old soul
in a very young body.

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And we did the deal
very, very quickly.

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Amy's album came out yesterday
and how many has it sold so far?

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A pretty staggering 800,
actually.

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That is at least...

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I've emptied my bank account
buying 600 of them.

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That is, at least half my
friends have bought the album.

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Bastards. I'd better call
the other half up today.

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Snug in a rug.

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She's going to get annoyed.

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Amy?

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Explain what your little hub
is all about.

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- Hello. Oh, you're coming.
- Sleeping!

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Just give us a smile,
then we can turn the camera off.

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Come on, just give us a quick
one. A one-second flash.

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How big do you think
you're going to be?

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I don't, at all,
because, you know,

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my music is not on that scale.
The music is not on that scale.

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Sometimes I wish it was,

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but I don't think
I'm gonna be at all famous.

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I don't think I could handle it.

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I'd probably go mad.

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You know what I mean?
I would go mad.

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- Where are we going?
- We're going to Birmingham!

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Why are we going to Birmingham?

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We're going to Birmingham
to sing songs.

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- Yeah?
- And make merry.

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Oh, that was sick!
That was sick!

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- Get me, get me.
- Nicky, that was beautiful.

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What are your thoughts
on how beautiful that was?

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My turn, my turn!

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Wait, let me get
a really good shot.

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Oh, what a shot.

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Oh!

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She don't even care.

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Watch it...
watch it go in there.

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Got no light in here.

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Don't get my spots in.

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What spots?

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- I love you.
- Do you know I'm zooming in?

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You're zooming in
on all my spots!

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You're a fucking cunt.

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Does my hair look okay
like this?

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Yeah, very good. It's lovely.

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- Do you promise?
- I promise.

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What song d'you think
I should do first tonight?

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Right, I think
you should start off with...

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Ah, I love your little cap!
It's so cute!

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Um, I think you should
start off with a song called...

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Oh, on camera. Okay. Okay.

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- Go, sister. Go get done.
- Stop!

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♪ In my bed ♪

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♪ Yeah yeah... ♪

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Could you please
introduce yourself?

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Yes. Hello. I'm Amy Winehouse.

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I'm 20. I'm a jazz singer.

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I've heard your record
and it sounds very, uh, mature.

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Is it all live?
Also, not only the singing,

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but also the instruments?

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Yeah, all the instrumentation
is completely live.

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I wouldn't have any fake horns
on my record.

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I think they put fake strings
on Take the Box,

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but I wasn't a part of that.

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I would never, ever have put
strings on my record. Ever.

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And this guy doing the mix
of this song, he just...

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didn't even think about it.

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Okay, um...

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just a couple of questions.
Um...

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- Upset?
- Yeah.

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00:17:35,809 --> 00:17:39,145
Oh, okay. Okay, okay.

251
00:17:39,147 --> 00:17:40,746
Okay. Um...

252
00:17:40,748 --> 00:17:44,784
There wasn't a girl that had
been gobby in the media

253
00:17:44,786 --> 00:17:46,218
for a long time.

254
00:17:46,220 --> 00:17:49,054
And she could be very cutting.

255
00:17:49,056 --> 00:17:53,092
Especially if she got bored
or felt misunderstood.

256
00:17:53,094 --> 00:17:55,294
I dunno, it seems to me, though,

257
00:17:55,296 --> 00:17:57,263
that every woman
who writes about, you know,

258
00:17:57,265 --> 00:17:59,999
kind of puts it down on a record

259
00:18:00,001 --> 00:18:01,934
doesn't do them any harm.

260
00:18:01,936 --> 00:18:03,736
Look at Dido. I mean, she...

261
00:18:03,738 --> 00:18:07,206
she used that album to
clean out her emotional closet.

262
00:18:07,208 --> 00:18:09,308
- Did she?
- Yeah, it's all about

263
00:18:09,310 --> 00:18:12,645
the break-up of her relationship
and, you know,

264
00:18:12,647 --> 00:18:14,346
- kind of like surviving.
- Mm...

265
00:18:14,348 --> 00:18:17,416
And, uh, and not, not going...
I mean, like the whole thing

266
00:18:17,418 --> 00:18:19,318
about not going down
with the ship.

267
00:18:19,320 --> 00:18:21,487
- Yeah...
- I mean, Dido's Dido,

268
00:18:21,489 --> 00:18:25,324
but, you know, I mean, uh...

269
00:18:26,660 --> 00:18:29,228
I think she's one
of the most exciting

270
00:18:29,230 --> 00:18:30,729
and brilliantly
talented vocalists

271
00:18:30,731 --> 00:18:32,865
to emerge in this country
in many, many years.

272
00:18:32,867 --> 00:18:33,999
It is Amy Winehouse.

273
00:18:38,471 --> 00:18:39,471
Fantastic.

274
00:18:41,341 --> 00:18:43,342
You're managed by the company
who looks after S Club 7,

275
00:18:43,344 --> 00:18:46,612
used to look after
the Spice Girls, Simon Fuller.

276
00:18:46,614 --> 00:18:48,614
Have they tried to mould you
in any way?

277
00:18:48,616 --> 00:18:50,149
Asked you to do things,

278
00:18:50,151 --> 00:18:52,051
to change the way you look
or speak or behave?

279
00:18:52,053 --> 00:18:53,986
Um, yeah, one of them
tried to mould me

280
00:18:53,988 --> 00:18:56,288
into a big triangle shape
and I went, "No!"

281
00:18:56,290 --> 00:19:00,159
No, I've got my own style.

282
00:19:00,161 --> 00:19:03,329
I've got my own style
and I wrote my own songs

283
00:19:03,331 --> 00:19:06,465
and, you know, if someone has
so much of something already,

284
00:19:06,467 --> 00:19:08,300
there's very little you can...
add.

285
00:19:08,302 --> 00:19:10,502
Yeah. You know what I like
about you, as well?

286
00:19:10,504 --> 00:19:11,770
The way you sound so common.

287
00:19:11,772 --> 00:19:13,939
Because I am common

288
00:19:13,941 --> 00:19:17,443
and it's like, you know,
it's so refreshing

289
00:19:17,445 --> 00:19:19,545
to hear someone
who isn't speaking

290
00:19:19,547 --> 00:19:21,447
like they've taken
elocution lessons.

291
00:19:21,449 --> 00:19:24,717
Yeah. They gave me elocution
lessons, but they kind of...

292
00:19:24,719 --> 00:19:26,151
Psht!

293
00:19:26,153 --> 00:19:28,354
- They didn't stick.
- Off my back, yeah.

294
00:19:39,633 --> 00:19:41,200
I realized early on,

295
00:19:41,202 --> 00:19:44,970
when Amy made her mind up,
she made her mind up.

296
00:19:44,972 --> 00:19:48,107
And I found it difficult
to stand up to her.

297
00:19:49,976 --> 00:19:54,013
She would say, "Oh, Mum,
you're so soft with me."

298
00:19:54,015 --> 00:19:56,215
"I can get away with murder.

299
00:19:56,217 --> 00:19:58,284
You should be tougher, Mum."

300
00:19:59,119 --> 00:20:01,520
Well, I just accepted it.

301
00:20:01,522 --> 00:20:05,791
I wasn't strong enough
to say to her, "Stop."

302
00:20:38,625 --> 00:20:43,295
I met another woman when
Amy was about 18 months old.

303
00:20:43,297 --> 00:20:45,698
We worked together.
We were having an affair.

304
00:20:45,700 --> 00:20:49,468
But another eight or nine years
were to pass before I left home.

305
00:20:50,337 --> 00:20:52,938
I was a coward.

306
00:20:52,940 --> 00:20:56,709
But I felt that Amy was over it
pretty quick.

307
00:21:31,611 --> 00:21:34,013
When Amy was a teenager,
13 or 14,

308
00:21:34,015 --> 00:21:36,115
she was being taken
to the doctor's

309
00:21:36,117 --> 00:21:37,950
and she was on antidepressants.

310
00:23:47,947 --> 00:23:51,783
♪ What is it about men ♪

311
00:23:53,486 --> 00:23:57,356
Amy used to always say to me
that that was her dream, really,

312
00:23:57,358 --> 00:23:58,957
to do those sorts of shows,

313
00:23:58,959 --> 00:24:03,028
to play in jazz clubs
to small audiences.

314
00:24:03,030 --> 00:24:06,331
She had one of the most pure
relationships to music,

315
00:24:06,333 --> 00:24:08,734
such an emotional
relationship to music.

316
00:24:08,736 --> 00:24:12,504
Like she needed music
as if it was a person,

317
00:24:12,506 --> 00:24:14,773
and that she would die for it.

318
00:24:17,810 --> 00:24:19,811
Let me read this.

319
00:24:21,147 --> 00:24:23,015
Oh, my God.

320
00:24:24,250 --> 00:24:26,318
Uh, and the winner...

321
00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:28,887
and the song is Stronger Than Me

322
00:24:28,889 --> 00:24:31,790
by Amy Winehouse
and Salaam Remi.

323
00:24:31,792 --> 00:24:33,358
Let's give it up!

324
00:24:39,632 --> 00:24:42,167
This is me, isn't it?
Right here.

325
00:24:42,169 --> 00:24:44,136
Wow!

326
00:24:44,138 --> 00:24:48,340
I don't believe this.
Um, thank you, Salaam.

327
00:24:48,342 --> 00:24:49,808
There's no picture of him,

328
00:24:49,810 --> 00:24:52,311
but Salaam is the most
inspirational producer

329
00:24:52,313 --> 00:24:53,979
I've ever worked with.

330
00:24:53,981 --> 00:24:57,816
And he has that unique skill
of not just having

331
00:24:57,818 --> 00:25:00,686
the most appropriate beat,
but also, um,

332
00:25:00,688 --> 00:25:02,287
drawing the artistry out.

333
00:25:02,289 --> 00:25:04,289
And I guess that's the story
of this song.

334
00:25:04,291 --> 00:25:06,959
- And I wanna thank...
- What I allowed her to do

335
00:25:06,961 --> 00:25:09,995
was to really just
put her wit into her songs.

336
00:25:09,997 --> 00:25:11,964
When I heard her sing
in front of me,

337
00:25:11,966 --> 00:25:13,966
I could tell she was really
like a jazz singer.

338
00:25:13,968 --> 00:25:17,269
She had the stylings
of a 65-year-old jazz singer

339
00:25:17,271 --> 00:25:19,271
who knew the ropes up and down.

340
00:25:19,273 --> 00:25:22,441
It was, like, "Okay, if this is
what you are when you're 18",

341
00:25:22,443 --> 00:25:24,576
then what are gonna be
when you're 25?"

342
00:25:36,356 --> 00:25:38,357
We're now joined by Mos Def
in the backstage area.

343
00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:40,692
Thanks for coming and taking
time out and chatting to us.

344
00:25:40,694 --> 00:25:43,895
I heard they was doing
something, so I came down.

345
00:25:45,499 --> 00:25:49,268
I became aware of Amy in 2004.

346
00:25:49,270 --> 00:25:52,904
I was out in England.

347
00:25:52,906 --> 00:25:56,241
I'm a big jazz fan and I really
liked what she was doing.

348
00:25:56,243 --> 00:25:59,745
I thought it was unique,
it was edgy and sincere.

349
00:25:59,747 --> 00:26:02,147
And that's the thing
I liked most about Amy,

350
00:26:02,149 --> 00:26:04,950
is that she didn't have
any airs. She was real.

351
00:26:12,292 --> 00:26:14,593
I had a chance to meet her
while I was here,

352
00:26:14,595 --> 00:26:17,396
and we hit it off.
We became fast friends.

353
00:26:18,631 --> 00:26:20,299
She was just a charming,
sweet lady.

354
00:26:20,301 --> 00:26:23,001
I had a bit of a crush on her,
to be honest.

355
00:26:23,003 --> 00:26:26,571
She was raw,
she was fast with a blue joke,

356
00:26:26,573 --> 00:26:29,007
could drink anybody
under the table,

357
00:26:29,009 --> 00:26:32,944
wasn't afraid to roll a smoke,
had a big giant laugh,

358
00:26:32,946 --> 00:26:35,847
and was just a sweetheart,
you know?

359
00:26:51,898 --> 00:26:55,067
You don't seem that bothered
about everything.

360
00:26:55,069 --> 00:26:57,369
D'you know what I mean?
You have some artists

361
00:26:57,371 --> 00:26:58,770
that step in here and go,

362
00:26:58,772 --> 00:27:00,605
"Right, I want
that number-one spot."

363
00:27:00,607 --> 00:27:02,441
I want my album
to go number one,

364
00:27:02,443 --> 00:27:04,443
"I wanna chase up
with a second album."

365
00:27:04,445 --> 00:27:05,711
But what's up with you?

366
00:27:05,713 --> 00:27:07,612
I'm determined
on the next thing.

367
00:27:07,614 --> 00:27:09,681
I'm not interested in...
Success, to me, is not success

368
00:27:09,683 --> 00:27:11,650
to... the record company
or whoever.

369
00:27:11,652 --> 00:27:13,852
Success, to me,
is having the freedom

370
00:27:13,854 --> 00:27:16,488
to work with whoever
I wanna work with,

371
00:27:16,490 --> 00:27:18,990
to always be able to just
fuck everything off

372
00:27:18,992 --> 00:27:23,328
and go to the studio when I
have to go to the studio, or...

373
00:27:23,330 --> 00:27:24,763
But you can't do that,

374
00:27:24,765 --> 00:27:26,431
'cause you have
other responsibilities now.

375
00:27:26,433 --> 00:27:27,933
You're becoming an artist
in the public eye.

376
00:27:27,935 --> 00:27:29,968
So, all of a sudden,
you're gonna be...

377
00:27:29,970 --> 00:27:31,970
I'm not saying you're gonna be
hounded by the press,

378
00:27:31,972 --> 00:27:33,538
but you're gonna have
certain responsibilities

379
00:27:33,540 --> 00:27:34,940
that are gonna come
onto your doorstep

380
00:27:34,942 --> 00:27:36,408
that you may not
particularly welcome.

381
00:27:36,410 --> 00:27:37,943
Okay, that's cool, but I think

382
00:27:37,945 --> 00:27:40,178
the more people see of me,
the more they'll realize

383
00:27:40,180 --> 00:27:42,481
that all I'm good for
is making tunes.

384
00:27:42,483 --> 00:27:44,649
So leave me alone
and I'll do it.

385
00:27:44,651 --> 00:27:46,518
I will do the music.

386
00:27:46,520 --> 00:27:49,621
I just need time to do the
music. Know what I mean?

387
00:28:21,687 --> 00:28:23,955
When she went to Camden,
it was very exciting,

388
00:28:23,957 --> 00:28:26,324
'cause it was her first property
that she'd bought,

389
00:28:26,326 --> 00:28:27,793
and we were all really happy.

390
00:28:27,795 --> 00:28:31,863
She loved Camden.
She loved it up there.

391
00:28:31,865 --> 00:28:36,034
But when she went to Camden,
things started changing.

392
00:28:57,023 --> 00:28:59,925
We were the indie kids.

393
00:28:59,927 --> 00:29:01,726
Gazelles, The Rakes,
Babyshambles.

394
00:29:01,728 --> 00:29:04,996
Everyone was a Camden band.
Like, it was cool again.

395
00:29:06,466 --> 00:29:09,401
In them days, it was
very much, like, basically,

396
00:29:09,403 --> 00:29:11,670
if you were in a signed band...

397
00:29:11,672 --> 00:29:15,974
you were a cunt, because...
the best-looking

398
00:29:15,976 --> 00:29:18,143
and the best-dressed
and the coolest people

399
00:29:18,145 --> 00:29:20,712
were the ones
who were born to lose, really.

400
00:29:22,748 --> 00:29:24,716
The Libertines, yeah.
I slept on them.

401
00:29:24,718 --> 00:29:27,853
I came to the Libertines, like,
a year later than everyone else.

402
00:29:27,855 --> 00:29:29,287
But I'm not being funny.

403
00:29:29,289 --> 00:29:31,423
They made people proud
to be British.

404
00:29:31,425 --> 00:29:34,226
That was London for
a real spell, you know?

405
00:29:36,596 --> 00:29:40,265
I run a club called Trash
with my friend Errol.

406
00:29:40,267 --> 00:29:41,933
Did the door there.

407
00:29:41,935 --> 00:29:43,468
Blake would give out flyers
for Trash.

408
00:29:43,470 --> 00:29:45,070
We wouldn't have met each other,

409
00:29:45,072 --> 00:29:46,872
and a lot of people here
wouldn't have known each other

410
00:29:46,874 --> 00:29:48,874
had it not been for Trash.
That's fair enough, innit?

411
00:29:48,876 --> 00:29:51,977
It's the first place I learned
how to pull a bird.

412
00:29:51,979 --> 00:29:54,446
He just loved girls,
you know?

413
00:29:54,448 --> 00:29:56,948
He loved partying
and he loved... shagging.

414
00:29:56,950 --> 00:29:59,718
Always in and out of bed.

415
00:29:59,720 --> 00:30:02,687
We met in a pub,
in the Good Mixer in Camden.

416
00:30:02,689 --> 00:30:05,524
I was at the bar
and she came in.

417
00:30:05,526 --> 00:30:07,893
We just sort of started
playing pool,

418
00:30:07,895 --> 00:30:09,261
then we went to another pub.

419
00:30:09,263 --> 00:30:11,763
And then we went back
to Amy's house.

420
00:30:11,765 --> 00:30:15,133
She was seeing somebody else
and I was seeing somebody else.

421
00:30:15,135 --> 00:30:17,302
But I didn't think of it
as infidelity.

422
00:30:17,304 --> 00:30:19,704
I just thought she was,
like, a young girl

423
00:30:19,706 --> 00:30:22,941
and she was a bit naughty.
And I was the same.

424
00:30:40,493 --> 00:30:44,829
Are you alright?
How you doing? You okay?

425
00:30:44,831 --> 00:30:46,698
What's going on with you
at the moment?

426
00:30:46,700 --> 00:30:48,433
'Cause obviously,
Frank was last year, um,

427
00:30:48,435 --> 00:30:50,302
and we haven't really heard much
from you since then.

428
00:30:50,304 --> 00:30:52,103
So when are we gonna hear
from you next?

429
00:30:52,105 --> 00:30:53,538
What's the next single?

430
00:30:53,540 --> 00:30:55,140
Uh, I can't think
of the next single.

431
00:30:55,142 --> 00:30:56,741
I'm just gonna write
the next album at the minute.

432
00:30:56,743 --> 00:30:58,310
- Uh...
- You having that kind

433
00:30:58,312 --> 00:31:00,278
- of writer's block thing or...
- Yeah, man.

434
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:02,113
It's hard to write, because, uh,

435
00:31:02,115 --> 00:31:04,449
you can write
a million things a day,

436
00:31:04,451 --> 00:31:06,618
but it's hard to write
something that you're proud of.

437
00:31:06,620 --> 00:31:08,887
So I'm just trying, you know,
I'm just trying.

438
00:31:12,692 --> 00:31:14,192
I asked to see her.

439
00:31:14,194 --> 00:31:16,795
She was late
and she came in with Nicky.

440
00:31:17,863 --> 00:31:19,664
She was a character.

441
00:31:19,666 --> 00:31:21,166
She always called me
Uncle Lucian.

442
00:31:21,168 --> 00:31:23,368
And I really liked her.
And I had enough

443
00:31:23,370 --> 00:31:25,570
of a relationship with her.
So there's no flattery,

444
00:31:25,572 --> 00:31:28,406
it was, like, blunt. And I said,
"Enough, I need another album.

445
00:31:28,408 --> 00:31:31,576
"Now go and write one.
This is horseshit.

446
00:31:31,578 --> 00:31:34,012
"Frank was then, this is now.

447
00:31:34,014 --> 00:31:36,514
They're all gonna forget you."

448
00:31:37,850 --> 00:31:39,884
She didn't like it.

449
00:31:42,288 --> 00:31:44,923
- Nick Shymansky.
- Yes.

450
00:31:44,925 --> 00:31:46,591
Sit up a bit.

451
00:31:48,427 --> 00:31:51,062
- Yes.
- How are you today, darling?

452
00:31:51,064 --> 00:31:52,664
Very good, actually. Thanks.

453
00:31:52,666 --> 00:31:55,066
- How about you?
- Really good.

454
00:31:55,068 --> 00:31:59,871
In between all this,
she decided that she wanted me

455
00:31:59,873 --> 00:32:03,842
to leave 19 with Simon Fuller
to go manage her.

456
00:32:04,910 --> 00:32:07,245
She didn't like being connected

457
00:32:07,247 --> 00:32:10,215
with Pop Idol
and the Spice Girls,

458
00:32:10,217 --> 00:32:13,218
but I thought it would be
incredibly disloyal,

459
00:32:13,220 --> 00:32:15,654
at this point, to walk away.

460
00:32:17,590 --> 00:32:20,492
And Blake was
very quickly becoming

461
00:32:20,494 --> 00:32:23,061
a bigger and bigger character
in all this.

462
00:32:23,063 --> 00:32:26,197
She was with him the whole time
and didn't want

463
00:32:26,199 --> 00:32:28,299
to go to places without him.

464
00:32:30,836 --> 00:32:33,605
We spent the summer together.

465
00:32:33,607 --> 00:32:35,840
She used to say
we're like twins.

466
00:32:35,842 --> 00:32:39,244
And that was our relationship.
I'd like to sabotage myself

467
00:32:39,246 --> 00:32:42,080
and I think Amy
liked to sabotage herself.

468
00:32:42,782 --> 00:32:44,649
Maybe that was our nature.

469
00:32:47,453 --> 00:32:49,754
I used to ask her
why was she promiscuous

470
00:32:49,756 --> 00:32:52,424
and why she was more like a man
with sex.

471
00:32:52,426 --> 00:32:56,494
It's indicative of somebody
that's had a traumatic event,

472
00:32:56,496 --> 00:32:58,129
maybe sexually, themselves.

473
00:32:58,131 --> 00:33:00,799
Sort of made sense to me
from the way she was.

474
00:33:02,301 --> 00:33:03,635
She'd just say, "It's nothing."

475
00:33:03,637 --> 00:33:06,237
"I weren't abused
when I was a kid.

476
00:33:06,239 --> 00:33:07,572
Nothing like that."

477
00:33:07,574 --> 00:33:10,809
Then she said
her dad leaving her mum

478
00:33:10,811 --> 00:33:12,477
was what caused this,

479
00:33:12,479 --> 00:33:15,013
and her
not really seeing her dad.

480
00:33:16,916 --> 00:33:18,683
I understood.

481
00:33:18,685 --> 00:33:21,820
I cut my wrists
when I was nine years old.

482
00:33:21,822 --> 00:33:24,723
I don't know if I wanted
to necessarily die,

483
00:33:24,725 --> 00:33:28,059
I just wanted my mum
to leave my stepdad.

484
00:33:29,495 --> 00:33:32,130
Me and Amy were quite similar.

485
00:33:33,699 --> 00:33:38,169
I fell in love with
someone who I would've died for.

486
00:33:38,171 --> 00:33:40,772
We were in love
and we were together.

487
00:33:40,774 --> 00:33:43,441
And that's like a real drug,
isn't it?

488
00:34:05,231 --> 00:34:08,767
♪ If my man was fighting ♪

489
00:34:08,769 --> 00:34:11,970
♪ Some unholy war ♪

490
00:34:11,972 --> 00:34:14,205
♪ I would be behind him ♪

491
00:34:14,207 --> 00:34:17,776
♪ Straight shook up beside him ♪

492
00:34:17,778 --> 00:34:20,345
♪ With strength he didn't know ♪

493
00:34:20,347 --> 00:34:23,982
♪ It's you I'm fighting for ♪

494
00:34:24,984 --> 00:34:27,218
♪ He can't lose ♪

495
00:34:27,220 --> 00:34:29,988
♪ With me in tow ♪

496
00:34:29,990 --> 00:34:33,658
♪ With me in tow ♪

497
00:34:33,660 --> 00:34:36,127
♪ I refuse ♪

498
00:34:36,129 --> 00:34:39,130
♪ To let him go ♪

499
00:34:39,132 --> 00:34:42,867
♪ To let him go ♪

500
00:34:42,869 --> 00:34:46,871
♪ At his side ♪

501
00:34:46,873 --> 00:34:51,075
♪ And drunk on pride ♪

502
00:34:51,944 --> 00:34:53,945
♪ We wait ♪

503
00:34:55,514 --> 00:34:58,383
♪ For the blow ♪

504
00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:03,421
♪ Ooh... ♪

505
00:35:15,569 --> 00:35:17,936
Oh, let's see
who's gonna be

506
00:35:17,938 --> 00:35:19,304
behind the green door!

507
00:35:19,305 --> 00:35:20,272
- Hi!
- Master of the house

508
00:35:20,273 --> 00:35:21,873
is not in right now.

509
00:35:21,875 --> 00:35:24,676
She is gone somewhere
for a minute to be somewhere.

510
00:35:24,678 --> 00:35:27,779
And somewhere she having dinner,
so I'm having a cheeky cigarette

511
00:35:27,781 --> 00:35:29,747
while she gone.
Don't tell her. Shh.

512
00:35:29,749 --> 00:35:31,583
Cheeky, cheeky. Eh!

513
00:35:31,585 --> 00:35:34,352
Mi scusi.
Tell me about this place.

514
00:35:34,354 --> 00:35:37,088
Alright, while she's away,
I'll give you a tour

515
00:35:37,090 --> 00:35:38,957
of the house. Okay, ready? Okay.

516
00:35:38,959 --> 00:35:41,159
First I lead you
into the main room.

517
00:35:41,161 --> 00:35:43,127
This is usually reserved
for entertaining guests,

518
00:35:43,129 --> 00:35:45,063
but you can be my guest,
darling,

519
00:35:45,065 --> 00:35:46,497
because no one's here today.

520
00:35:46,499 --> 00:35:49,000
Okay, I lead you out
to the grand patio.

521
00:35:49,002 --> 00:35:51,236
Please, please follow.
Don't mind me in my...

522
00:35:51,238 --> 00:35:54,072
- Ah, where you go?
- Okay, darling,

523
00:35:54,074 --> 00:35:57,876
this is the grand patio.
This is Cecil.

524
00:35:57,878 --> 00:36:01,079
- Cecil live here.
- Cecil!

525
00:36:01,081 --> 00:36:03,248
Then we have the bedroom.
It's very nice.

526
00:36:03,250 --> 00:36:04,382
There are some cupboards.

527
00:36:04,384 --> 00:36:06,351
- Ooh.
- See up here,

528
00:36:06,353 --> 00:36:09,053
this is where I sleep
when the master come home.

529
00:36:09,055 --> 00:36:12,523
- The toilet!
- Sometimes when I'm alone,

530
00:36:12,525 --> 00:36:14,592
I have a shower
in all my clothes.

531
00:36:14,594 --> 00:36:17,328
I find this is the only
true way to relax.

532
00:36:17,330 --> 00:36:21,266
Also here, this is the hook
I hang from when I'm in trouble.

533
00:36:21,268 --> 00:36:25,003
It's not very often.
I'm a good boy. I'm a good boy.

534
00:36:25,005 --> 00:36:28,106
Okay, well, this is it.
Welcome to my humble abode.

535
00:36:28,108 --> 00:36:31,109
Amy!

536
00:36:33,612 --> 00:36:37,348
We are sitting...
in a little bar,

537
00:36:37,350 --> 00:36:41,052
drinking cocktails.
There's my cocktail.

538
00:36:41,054 --> 00:36:44,255
There's Amy's little cocktail.

539
00:36:44,257 --> 00:36:46,457
I think it's got Rohypnol in it.

540
00:36:58,237 --> 00:36:59,971
All of a sudden she went to me,

541
00:36:59,973 --> 00:37:05,243
"Lauren, listen to this message.
This is a message from Blake."

542
00:37:06,812 --> 00:37:10,581
I just said to her that I
didn't wanna leave my girlfriend

543
00:37:10,583 --> 00:37:13,084
and we'd probably be better
as friends.

544
00:37:16,422 --> 00:37:19,791
She was obsessing
over these text messages.

545
00:37:19,793 --> 00:37:22,894
He wanted nothing to do with her
and she was obsessing over it.

546
00:37:24,129 --> 00:37:28,066
All she wanted
was for him to wanna see her.

547
00:37:30,369 --> 00:37:32,804
It got messy.

548
00:37:32,806 --> 00:37:37,675
He went back to his girlfriend,
then she got her own back.

549
00:37:37,677 --> 00:37:39,610
She slept with his friend.

550
00:38:20,052 --> 00:38:22,420
The person that lived opposite
in the little court

551
00:38:22,422 --> 00:38:25,223
had Juliette's number and
had called Juliette up to say,

552
00:38:25,225 --> 00:38:27,725
"Amy's fallen over
and she's hurt her head,

553
00:38:27,727 --> 00:38:29,527
so we've gone round there."

554
00:38:29,529 --> 00:38:32,663
It looked like people had been
squatting in her house.

555
00:38:32,665 --> 00:38:34,165
It stank, it was dirty.

556
00:38:34,167 --> 00:38:35,700
And she was lying on the bed

557
00:38:35,702 --> 00:38:38,469
and she had this golf ball
coming out of her head.

558
00:38:38,471 --> 00:38:40,872
So we worked till, like,
3 in the morning

559
00:38:40,874 --> 00:38:42,540
and we cleaned
the whole house up.

560
00:38:42,542 --> 00:38:45,176
And I called her dad
and we called Nick.

561
00:39:04,363 --> 00:39:06,731
We all met there
and it was, like,

562
00:39:06,733 --> 00:39:10,735
this is getting out of control.
We need to get her some help.

563
00:39:11,904 --> 00:39:13,905
I've tried speaking
to the parents

564
00:39:13,907 --> 00:39:17,742
and they really wanna
kinda take it on.

565
00:39:17,744 --> 00:39:20,845
And so, technically,
I sort of kidnapped her.

566
00:39:30,122 --> 00:39:33,491
I picked her up and I thought,
"I'm driving you

567
00:39:33,493 --> 00:39:36,427
"to the middle of nowhere
and we're gonna sit there

568
00:39:36,429 --> 00:39:38,896
until you acknowledge
what's going on."

569
00:39:39,998 --> 00:39:43,701
I drove her
to Black Park in Iver.

570
00:39:46,305 --> 00:39:48,873
And it started off
with her sort of laughing,

571
00:39:48,875 --> 00:39:51,309
"You're such an idiot."

572
00:39:51,311 --> 00:39:53,744
And then it turned into,
"Don't be a prick."

573
00:39:53,746 --> 00:39:55,746
And she kicked my car.

574
00:39:56,949 --> 00:39:59,784
And then she just broke down,
eventually.

575
00:39:59,786 --> 00:40:01,219
Opened up about everything.

576
00:40:01,221 --> 00:40:03,554
She said she thinks
she's got a problem,

577
00:40:03,556 --> 00:40:06,824
she was lost
and out of her depth.

578
00:40:06,826 --> 00:40:08,626
Horrible.

579
00:40:10,596 --> 00:40:12,997
She agreed to go rehab.

580
00:40:12,999 --> 00:40:16,067
I took her to see the rehab guy.

581
00:40:16,069 --> 00:40:17,869
She was, like,
"I don't wanna talk about it.

582
00:40:17,871 --> 00:40:20,071
I'll go if my dad
thinks I should go."

583
00:40:21,173 --> 00:40:24,375
We'd spoken to Mitch.
We'd set it all up

584
00:40:24,377 --> 00:40:27,812
and she turned
into a seven-year-old child.

585
00:40:27,814 --> 00:40:31,682
Sat on her father's lap
and put her arm around him.

586
00:40:32,784 --> 00:40:34,886
I said to the managers,

587
00:40:34,888 --> 00:40:38,956
"She doesn't need to go
to rehab. She's fine."

588
00:40:38,958 --> 00:40:41,459
My dad did actually go,
"You're alright, no need to go."

589
00:40:41,461 --> 00:40:43,528
I said, "Alright, Dad,
I'll go and meet him"

590
00:40:43,530 --> 00:40:45,096
and we'll back out."
Which I did.

591
00:40:45,098 --> 00:40:48,032
She didn't need
to go to rehab.

592
00:40:49,935 --> 00:40:52,737
I think
that was the moment

593
00:40:52,739 --> 00:40:55,006
we lost a very key opportunity.

594
00:40:55,008 --> 00:40:56,707
I'm not saying
it would've worked.

595
00:40:56,709 --> 00:40:59,143
Very often, you have to go
two or three times.

596
00:40:59,145 --> 00:41:02,813
But she wasn't a star.
She wasn't swarmed by paparazzi.

597
00:41:02,815 --> 00:41:05,750
We could've just fucked
Back to Black off,

598
00:41:05,752 --> 00:41:08,519
and Back To Black
might have never happened,

599
00:41:08,521 --> 00:41:10,555
but she'd have had a chance

600
00:41:10,557 --> 00:41:12,657
to have been dealt with
by professionals

601
00:41:12,659 --> 00:41:15,927
before the world
wanted a piece of her.

602
00:42:16,455 --> 00:42:19,156
♪ I never wanted you ♪

603
00:42:19,158 --> 00:42:22,026
♪ To be my man ♪

604
00:42:22,028 --> 00:42:25,830
♪ I just wanted to see
what you can do ♪

605
00:42:26,365 --> 00:42:27,798
♪ Yeah ♪

606
00:42:27,799 --> 00:42:28,634
No.

607
00:42:28,635 --> 00:42:32,069
♪ Yo yo yeah ♪

608
00:42:32,071 --> 00:42:35,006
The label were
considering letting her go.

609
00:42:35,008 --> 00:42:37,908
She ends up
coming back to Miami.

610
00:42:37,910 --> 00:42:40,978
Guy Moot calls me up,
"Hey, sure you wanna do this?"

611
00:42:40,980 --> 00:42:43,114
I was, like, "Listen,
even if you dropped her",

612
00:42:43,116 --> 00:42:45,816
"I would pay her to come
to my house and sing

613
00:42:45,818 --> 00:42:47,418
'cause this shit
fucking moves me."

614
00:42:47,420 --> 00:42:51,989
♪ Many times when I tried
to set you right ♪

615
00:42:53,191 --> 00:42:55,926
♪ It's just too hard ♪

616
00:42:55,928 --> 00:42:59,463
♪ I never wanted you ♪

617
00:42:59,465 --> 00:43:03,467
♪ To be my man ♪

618
00:43:03,469 --> 00:43:07,071
And she totally didn't drink
the whole time she was here.

619
00:43:08,907 --> 00:43:10,841
And she sat out
in my back garden

620
00:43:10,843 --> 00:43:12,510
for, I don't know, four days.

621
00:43:12,512 --> 00:43:14,793
She'd just take her little
notebook and just keep writing.

622
00:43:22,788 --> 00:43:25,323
A.

623
00:43:25,325 --> 00:43:27,091
♪ All I can ever be to you ♪

624
00:43:27,093 --> 00:43:28,893
♪ Is the darkness that we know ♪

625
00:43:28,895 --> 00:43:33,331
♪ And this regret
I got accustomed to ♪

626
00:43:33,333 --> 00:43:37,201
♪ Once it was so right
when we were at our height ♪

627
00:43:37,203 --> 00:43:40,905
♪ Waiting for you
in the hotel at night ♪

628
00:43:40,907 --> 00:43:42,907
♪ I knew I hadn't met my match ♪

629
00:43:42,909 --> 00:43:44,942
♪ With every moment
we could snatch ♪

630
00:43:44,944 --> 00:43:48,579
♪ I don't know
why I got so attached ♪

631
00:44:12,971 --> 00:44:17,241
Took me a while to get my head
around a lot of things.

632
00:44:17,243 --> 00:44:19,410
The actual turning point,
when I was alright with it,

633
00:44:19,412 --> 00:44:20,978
was when I started
writing the album.

634
00:44:20,980 --> 00:44:22,847
I write songs because
I'm fucked up in the head

635
00:44:22,849 --> 00:44:25,883
and I need to put it on paper
and then write a song to it

636
00:44:25,885 --> 00:44:27,518
and to feel better about it.

637
00:44:27,520 --> 00:44:28,652
Have something good
out of something bad.

638
00:44:28,654 --> 00:44:30,788
♪ He walks away ♪

639
00:44:30,790 --> 00:44:32,857
♪ The sun goes down ♪

640
00:44:32,859 --> 00:44:35,826
♪ He takes the day
but I'm grown ♪

641
00:44:35,828 --> 00:44:37,728
♪ And in your way ♪

642
00:44:37,730 --> 00:44:39,730
♪ My deep shade ♪

643
00:44:39,732 --> 00:44:42,867
♪ My tears dry ♪

644
00:44:53,712 --> 00:44:58,048
The ideas were there.
Four or five songs were there.

645
00:44:58,050 --> 00:45:01,485
You can feel something
creatively starting to happen.

646
00:45:03,722 --> 00:45:05,923
But I was still very worried
about her health.

647
00:45:05,925 --> 00:45:08,959
She's really vulnerable
and not in a good place.

648
00:45:12,364 --> 00:45:14,064
And then she said, "So, listen",

649
00:45:14,066 --> 00:45:16,700
are you leaving 19
to manage me?"

650
00:45:16,702 --> 00:45:18,235
And I said, "D'you know what?"

651
00:45:18,237 --> 00:45:20,638
"Unless you let me help you
sort yourself out,

652
00:45:20,640 --> 00:45:22,506
"I'm not doing this shit
for you.

653
00:45:22,508 --> 00:45:25,443
I can't watch you
do yourself in like this."

654
00:45:27,679 --> 00:45:30,080
I remember she came to see me

655
00:45:30,082 --> 00:45:32,183
to talk about wanting
to change management.

656
00:45:32,185 --> 00:45:34,418
I said, "Look,
that's entirely your decision."

657
00:45:34,420 --> 00:45:37,054
We will support you
whatever you wanna do."

658
00:45:37,056 --> 00:45:39,190
Then she said she wanted
to be managed by Raye Cosbert.

659
00:45:39,192 --> 00:45:42,059
All I thought is, "Why on earth
are you gonna be managed"

660
00:45:42,061 --> 00:45:44,495
by your promoter?"
I remember at the time thinking,

661
00:45:44,497 --> 00:45:46,197
"We're now gonna deal
with a promoter

662
00:45:46,199 --> 00:45:49,133
whose main interest will be
to get her out on the road."

663
00:45:49,135 --> 00:45:51,469
And we knew she was very
vulnerable on the road.

664
00:45:55,540 --> 00:45:58,909
When I first met Amy,
I was her concert promoter.

665
00:45:58,911 --> 00:46:02,546
We got talking and she said
that her contract was up with 19

666
00:46:02,548 --> 00:46:04,348
and she wanted
to explore other possibilities.

667
00:46:04,350 --> 00:46:06,550
She said,
"Would you like to do it?"

668
00:46:06,552 --> 00:46:10,020
And I was, like, "Well, yeah,
let's talk about it."

669
00:46:10,022 --> 00:46:13,591
We got on quite well, you know.
I'd be the guy that'd turn up

670
00:46:13,593 --> 00:46:15,259
after the gig and say,
"Well done,

671
00:46:15,261 --> 00:46:17,127
have a glass of bubbly."
And I thought,

672
00:46:17,129 --> 00:46:18,829
"Well, sometimes
someone just wants a change

673
00:46:18,831 --> 00:46:21,265
because they feel
it's right for them to change."

674
00:46:21,267 --> 00:46:23,601
It's like switching
bank accounts.

675
00:46:34,579 --> 00:46:36,847
I was way too close to Amy.

676
00:46:36,849 --> 00:46:39,083
I shouldn't have ever been
that close.

677
00:46:39,085 --> 00:46:40,518
It should've been business.

678
00:46:40,520 --> 00:46:43,487
But when you're 19,
you meet a 16-year-old

679
00:46:43,489 --> 00:46:46,490
and you go through that,
you don't understand that.

680
00:46:58,303 --> 00:47:01,038
We'd spent
all these years together.

681
00:47:02,707 --> 00:47:06,810
And all of a sudden,
out of nowhere, I wasn't there.

682
00:47:21,026 --> 00:47:23,260
When I started writing
the first song about Blake,

683
00:47:23,262 --> 00:47:25,029
the other songs
just wrote themselves.

684
00:47:25,031 --> 00:47:28,399
I was really was on a roll.
Because I had these feelings,

685
00:47:28,401 --> 00:47:30,200
had these words
floating around in me.

686
00:47:30,202 --> 00:47:33,537
When you write a song, you have
to remember how you felt,

687
00:47:33,539 --> 00:47:36,307
what the weather was like,
what his neck smelt like.

688
00:47:36,309 --> 00:47:38,008
You have to remember all of it.

689
00:47:44,950 --> 00:47:47,484
She would tell me stories
about Blake

690
00:47:47,486 --> 00:47:51,388
and this tempestuous,
extreme relationship.

691
00:47:51,390 --> 00:47:54,258
That first day,
she wrote Back to Black,

692
00:47:54,260 --> 00:47:57,895
all the lyrics and the melody,
in two or three hours.

693
00:49:19,411 --> 00:49:21,645
♪ Black ♪

694
00:49:24,082 --> 00:49:26,283
♪ Black ♪

695
00:49:28,286 --> 00:49:30,354
♪ Black ♪

696
00:49:32,290 --> 00:49:35,359
Oh, it's a bit upsetting
at the end, isn't it?

697
00:49:35,361 --> 00:49:37,294
Rrrr... Boom, boom, boom.

698
00:49:37,296 --> 00:49:39,530
I love that. Yes, Amy.

699
00:49:39,532 --> 00:49:41,331
Yeah!

700
00:49:44,603 --> 00:49:46,336
It was just one of those
serendipitous things.

701
00:49:46,338 --> 00:49:48,639
Like, I just caught her
at that magic moment, you know,

702
00:49:48,641 --> 00:49:50,774
and she was just ready
to get it going.

703
00:49:50,776 --> 00:49:53,577
That's why I couldn't understand
what everyone else was saying

704
00:49:53,579 --> 00:49:57,314
about this procrastinating,
troubled artist.

705
00:50:00,452 --> 00:50:04,488
I went out to New York to
kinda hear what they were doing.

706
00:50:04,490 --> 00:50:08,425
And the day I was flying out,
I got a call from management

707
00:50:08,427 --> 00:50:10,561
saying that Amy's nan
had fallen ill

708
00:50:10,563 --> 00:50:14,498
and she wanted to get
straight back to her nan.

709
00:50:42,660 --> 00:50:45,729
Cynthia used to look after Amy.

710
00:50:45,731 --> 00:50:50,801
She was like the mother
that I didn't have.

711
00:50:50,803 --> 00:50:55,839
My own mother
was not really motherly to me.

712
00:50:57,108 --> 00:51:02,079
So Amy and Cynthia
were very, very close.

713
00:51:04,516 --> 00:51:07,351
My mum died
May 5th, 2006.

714
00:51:07,353 --> 00:51:09,286
She had lung cancer.

715
00:51:12,490 --> 00:51:15,125
Cynthia was a very strong
person in her life

716
00:51:15,127 --> 00:51:19,429
and used to tell her how it is.
So it was horrible for her.

717
00:51:20,832 --> 00:51:23,433
That killed her inside.

718
00:51:30,308 --> 00:51:33,110
Well, hang on,
I'm not playing this track now.

719
00:51:33,112 --> 00:51:35,045
Not playing this track now.

720
00:51:35,047 --> 00:51:37,781
I'm not playing this track now.

721
00:51:37,783 --> 00:51:40,851
I spoke to them and they said
it's just unnecessary.

722
00:51:40,853 --> 00:51:43,587
Yeah, yeah. Okay.

723
00:51:43,589 --> 00:51:46,190
We were making
the back end of the record

724
00:51:46,192 --> 00:51:47,691
and we were
at Metropolis Studios

725
00:51:47,693 --> 00:51:51,728
and Amy had bits of vocal
to finish.

726
00:51:51,730 --> 00:51:55,299
Have I got any drink?
Did they bring up that drink?

727
00:51:55,301 --> 00:51:57,467
- It's quite fun, really.
- An acoustic session?

728
00:51:57,469 --> 00:52:00,771
Never been filmed like this.
I've never done it before.

729
00:52:02,340 --> 00:52:05,542
She was having a couple
of whiskey-and-Cokes.

730
00:52:05,544 --> 00:52:07,311
We had broke for lunch.

731
00:52:07,313 --> 00:52:10,314
Amy had ordered
this massive plate of food

732
00:52:10,316 --> 00:52:13,283
and she had a big dessert as well.

733
00:52:13,285 --> 00:52:17,154
She finished the whole thing off
and she disappeared for a while,

734
00:52:17,156 --> 00:52:22,392
and 45 minutes later
came back a bit kind of dazed.

735
00:52:25,830 --> 00:52:29,533
And the studio manager pulled me
out of the session and said,

736
00:52:29,535 --> 00:52:32,402
"Look, I need you to come
and see something."

737
00:52:32,404 --> 00:52:35,105
She took me
to the women's toilets

738
00:52:35,107 --> 00:52:37,274
and Amy had thrown everything up

739
00:52:37,276 --> 00:52:40,110
and literally
redecorated the toilets.

740
00:52:40,112 --> 00:52:42,312
She'd obviously been
wiping her face,

741
00:52:42,314 --> 00:52:46,416
and all the mascara had
been rubbed off on the towels.

742
00:52:46,418 --> 00:52:48,552
And that's when I kinda realized

743
00:52:48,554 --> 00:52:50,654
that something serious
was wrong.

744
00:52:53,291 --> 00:52:57,127
I had a toffee fudge...
but I ate it.

745
00:52:58,763 --> 00:53:00,264
Yummy.

746
00:53:00,266 --> 00:53:04,568
When she was probably 15,
she one day said,

747
00:53:04,570 --> 00:53:06,770
"I've got this
really great diet, Mum.

748
00:53:06,772 --> 00:53:11,608
I eat what I want and then,
I just bring it all up."

749
00:53:12,610 --> 00:53:14,978
I know, I'm a pig.

750
00:53:14,980 --> 00:53:18,548
I know I'm a pig,
I just... can't help it.

751
00:53:18,550 --> 00:53:22,085
I obviously
did not think that deeply of it.

752
00:53:22,087 --> 00:53:24,554
My feeling was, it would pass.

753
00:53:25,990 --> 00:53:29,359
And then she told Mitchell
about it.

754
00:53:29,361 --> 00:53:34,531
He also sort of pushed it aside,
not taking it seriously.

755
00:53:36,200 --> 00:53:39,002
That basically is bulimia.

756
00:53:39,704 --> 00:53:42,039
And it doesn't pass.

757
00:53:45,510 --> 00:53:47,177
- Hello.
- Hello. You alright?

758
00:53:47,179 --> 00:53:48,712
Welcome to the show.
Now, you've been away

759
00:53:48,714 --> 00:53:50,480
for a little while.
What have you been up to?

760
00:53:50,482 --> 00:53:52,416
I've done an album.
It's called Back To Black.

761
00:53:52,418 --> 00:53:54,217
Mm-hmm.
How would you describe it?

762
00:53:54,219 --> 00:53:57,220
It's a lot more... more...

763
00:53:57,222 --> 00:53:58,755
I don't wanna say more raw,

764
00:53:58,757 --> 00:54:00,657
but it's not got all the clever,
like, jazz chords.

765
00:54:00,659 --> 00:54:02,960
It's not really like that now.
I've been listening

766
00:54:02,962 --> 00:54:05,295
to a lot of girl groups,
a lot of garage bands.

767
00:54:05,297 --> 00:54:07,331
It's kinda what it's like.
It's a lot more guitar.

768
00:54:07,333 --> 00:54:08,865
I'm a guitarist,
I've been listening

769
00:54:08,867 --> 00:54:10,233
to a lot more guitar bands.
In Camden,

770
00:54:10,235 --> 00:54:11,868
you can't really
get away from it, so...

771
00:54:11,870 --> 00:54:14,037
- You can't.
- It rubbed off on me.

772
00:54:14,039 --> 00:54:16,039
Would you go as far as to say

773
00:54:16,041 --> 00:54:18,108
it's a bit more accessible
than your debut?

774
00:54:18,110 --> 00:54:19,543
I'd say it was more accessible.

775
00:54:19,545 --> 00:54:21,912
It's not necessarily more poppy,
but, you know,

776
00:54:21,914 --> 00:54:23,947
jazz is quite an exclusive.
Not exclu...

777
00:54:23,949 --> 00:54:26,149
It's quite an elitist music,
you know,

778
00:54:26,151 --> 00:54:29,019
and this album's
a lot less like that.

779
00:54:57,348 --> 00:55:01,451
♪ I'd rather be at home
with Ray ♪

780
00:55:03,755 --> 00:55:05,989
So let's talk
about your music, then.

781
00:55:05,991 --> 00:55:08,225
And Rehab has gone down so well.

782
00:55:08,227 --> 00:55:11,661
Are you kind of surprised
by the reaction to it?

783
00:55:11,663 --> 00:55:13,196
Uh... I am, actually.

784
00:55:13,198 --> 00:55:14,664
I never even thought
it'd be a single, really.

785
00:55:14,666 --> 00:55:16,099
The record company were like,

786
00:55:16,101 --> 00:55:18,301
"We want it to be a single."
And I was, like,

787
00:55:18,303 --> 00:55:20,670
"Okay, I love all of it,"
know what I mean?

788
00:55:20,672 --> 00:55:22,472
I'm really proud of it.

789
00:55:22,474 --> 00:55:24,474
Now, the Q Awards,
which you were at yesterday.

790
00:55:24,476 --> 00:55:25,809
Did you have a good time?

791
00:55:25,811 --> 00:55:27,778
I had too good a time,
to be honest.

792
00:55:27,780 --> 00:55:29,880
If that's possible.

793
00:55:29,882 --> 00:55:32,416
Alcohol is bad, kids.

794
00:55:33,317 --> 00:55:36,053
♪ ...in a shot glass ♪

795
00:55:36,055 --> 00:55:38,822
♪ They tried to make
me go to rehab ♪

796
00:55:38,824 --> 00:55:42,259
♪ I said no no no ♪

797
00:55:47,331 --> 00:55:49,199
Can you tie that any tighter?

798
00:55:49,201 --> 00:55:51,635
What are you doing?
You have to be able to sing.

799
00:55:51,637 --> 00:55:54,071
How can you breathe when
you're singing? That's tight.

800
00:55:54,073 --> 00:55:57,441
Breathe? Sing? What?

801
00:55:59,011 --> 00:56:02,746
There was already
this atmosphere of celebrity...

802
00:56:02,748 --> 00:56:04,881
all tied into Rehab.

803
00:56:04,883 --> 00:56:07,484
Rehab was the pivotal song.

804
00:56:07,486 --> 00:56:11,054
It was the song that gets her
into a particular place,

805
00:56:11,056 --> 00:56:13,457
her becoming a commercial star.

806
00:56:14,959 --> 00:56:18,795
The winner of the Best
British Female this year,

807
00:56:18,797 --> 00:56:21,798
way more rock'n'roll
than Liam Gallagher,

808
00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:24,768
it's the one, the only...
Amy Winehouse!

809
00:57:25,429 --> 00:57:27,931
Okay, let's just go.
Get the... get the... Go.

810
00:57:27,933 --> 00:57:31,535
Ali, just go, man.

811
00:58:44,675 --> 00:58:48,445
♪ We're... we're still friends ♪

812
00:58:51,148 --> 00:58:55,018
♪ We're still friends ♪

813
00:58:56,721 --> 00:59:01,324
♪ We're still friends ♪

814
00:59:20,378 --> 00:59:24,547
Ooh. Rach, this is Blake.
He's my fiancé.

815
00:59:24,549 --> 00:59:26,182
Hello.

816
00:59:40,298 --> 00:59:42,032
Turn the volume up!

817
00:59:42,034 --> 00:59:45,769
We're kickin' off
the 107 days of summer,

818
00:59:45,771 --> 00:59:48,505
on 107.5, WBLS!

819
00:59:48,507 --> 00:59:50,940
♪ No no no ♪

820
00:59:50,942 --> 00:59:55,345
♪ The man said
Why do you think you're here ♪

821
00:59:56,714 --> 01:00:00,317
♪ I said I got no... ♪

822
01:00:02,687 --> 01:00:05,088
♪ I'm gonna ♪

823
01:00:05,090 --> 01:00:08,091
♪ I'm gonna lose my baby ♪

824
01:00:10,394 --> 01:00:12,962
♪ So I always keep ♪

825
01:00:12,964 --> 01:00:17,600
♪ A bottle near ♪

826
01:00:17,602 --> 01:00:21,705
♪ He said
I just think you're depressed ♪

827
01:00:23,240 --> 01:00:25,175
♪ This me ♪

828
01:00:25,177 --> 01:00:27,077
♪ Yeah baby ♪

829
01:00:27,079 --> 01:00:29,879
♪ And the rest ♪

830
01:00:29,881 --> 01:00:32,048
I love, not like, Amy Winehouse,

831
01:00:32,050 --> 01:00:34,884
because her voice
is the most original voice

832
01:00:34,886 --> 01:00:38,388
that I've heard in the last,
I dunno, 10 years.

833
01:00:38,390 --> 01:00:41,624
My daughter turned on to it,
everybody got turned on to it.

834
01:00:41,626 --> 01:00:43,960
And I've turned all my friends
on to it.

835
01:00:43,962 --> 01:00:46,663
Her CD is entitled
Back to Black.

836
01:00:46,665 --> 01:00:48,298
Please welcome Amy Winehouse.

837
01:00:49,433 --> 01:00:51,668
♪ I just ♪

838
01:00:51,670 --> 01:00:55,271
♪ Oh I just need a friend ♪

839
01:00:56,974 --> 01:01:02,312
♪ See I'm not gonna spare
ten weeks ♪

840
01:01:02,314 --> 01:01:05,148
♪ Have everyone think ♪

841
01:01:05,150 --> 01:01:09,986
♪ I'm on the mend ♪

842
01:01:09,988 --> 01:01:13,757
♪ And it's not just my pride ♪

843
01:01:14,892 --> 01:01:19,295
♪ It's just till these tears ♪

844
01:01:19,297 --> 01:01:21,698
♪ Have dried ♪

845
01:01:21,700 --> 01:01:23,800
♪ They tried to make me go
to rehab ♪

846
01:01:23,802 --> 01:01:27,504
Amy called me.
Then I saw her in New York.

847
01:01:27,506 --> 01:01:29,672
She wasn't puffed up
about herself at all.

848
01:01:29,674 --> 01:01:31,207
She was almost embarrassed

849
01:01:31,209 --> 01:01:33,510
by the fact
that she was doing so well.

850
01:01:33,512 --> 01:01:35,945
She expressed a lot of concern
and fear

851
01:01:35,947 --> 01:01:40,216
about where things were gonna go
and how she was gonna handle it.

852
01:01:40,218 --> 01:01:41,851
She was just, like,

853
01:01:41,853 --> 01:01:44,988
"What am I supposed to do
in this space, you know?"

854
01:01:44,990 --> 01:01:47,457
♪ I won't go go go ♪

855
01:01:51,762 --> 01:01:55,165
Amy Winehouse! Nice job!
Thank you very, very much!

856
01:02:01,238 --> 01:02:04,441
Everybody just wanted
to spend time with Amy.

857
01:02:04,443 --> 01:02:06,409
In our business,

858
01:02:06,411 --> 01:02:09,579
there's nothing
that can prepare you

859
01:02:09,581 --> 01:02:11,080
for that level of success.

860
01:02:11,082 --> 01:02:13,817
There's no textbook.
You can warn an artist,

861
01:02:13,819 --> 01:02:16,886
you can try
and prepare them for it,

862
01:02:16,888 --> 01:02:20,924
but at the end of the day,
until you go through it,

863
01:02:20,926 --> 01:02:23,059
it's unlike anything
you've ever encountered.

864
01:02:28,299 --> 01:02:32,469
By yourself! By yourself!
By yourself!!

865
01:02:53,357 --> 01:02:56,159
How do you think
the shoot's going, baby?

866
01:02:56,161 --> 01:02:57,994
- Really well, baby!
- Yeah? Enjoying yourself?

867
01:02:57,996 --> 01:03:00,830
What's it like to be shot
by Terry Richardson?

868
01:03:00,832 --> 01:03:02,832
What's he like at shooting?

869
01:03:03,901 --> 01:03:06,135
It's a lifelong dream come true.

870
01:03:06,137 --> 01:03:09,172
What do you think
about the broken glass?

871
01:03:09,174 --> 01:03:12,575
Um, I wrote "I love Blake"
on my tummy.

872
01:03:12,577 --> 01:03:15,311
Did you? Did you outline it?

873
01:03:15,313 --> 01:03:18,548
I wrote "I love Blake"
on my tummy.

874
01:03:18,550 --> 01:03:20,550
I can't see any scars.

875
01:03:25,123 --> 01:03:28,224
It's just chicken scratch.

876
01:03:39,069 --> 01:03:41,671
So what's been your highlight
of the day?

877
01:03:41,673 --> 01:03:44,841
Um...
it'll be in about five minutes.

878
01:03:44,843 --> 01:03:46,142
When?

879
01:03:46,144 --> 01:03:49,212
We go in the toilet
and I fucking...

880
01:03:50,815 --> 01:03:53,216
- Blake, sit here.
- Yes, Terry, sir.

881
01:03:53,218 --> 01:03:54,984
Amy, sit there.

882
01:04:00,357 --> 01:04:02,358
Amy.

883
01:04:02,360 --> 01:04:04,561
That's good, that's lovely.

884
01:04:10,402 --> 01:04:14,003
You've been famous in the UK
for a little while longer.

885
01:04:14,005 --> 01:04:17,106
Does it seem like it's different
how you're treated here,

886
01:04:17,108 --> 01:04:18,808
in a way too, compared to...

887
01:04:18,810 --> 01:04:21,911
The way people write about you,
it's almost like a 23-year-old's

888
01:04:21,913 --> 01:04:23,746
never wanted go out
and have fun before.

889
01:04:23,748 --> 01:04:25,615
It's kind of hypocritical,
in a way, too.

890
01:04:25,617 --> 01:04:29,118
Uh... I wouldn't know,
I really wouldn't know.

891
01:04:34,024 --> 01:04:36,993
Um... you guys have known
each other for a long time.

892
01:04:36,995 --> 01:04:39,195
You've known each other...
You grew up together?

893
01:04:39,197 --> 01:04:41,164
- Almost.
- Almost?

894
01:04:44,803 --> 01:04:46,869
You were fighting
to get her back?

895
01:05:30,481 --> 01:05:33,349
And what happened?

896
01:05:49,833 --> 01:05:51,701
The day we got married,

897
01:05:51,703 --> 01:05:54,504
we went out on a boat
around Miami,

898
01:05:54,506 --> 01:05:57,907
smoked a cigar and...
it was like a real achievement,

899
01:05:57,909 --> 01:06:01,177
an amazing thing that me
and her had actually done.

900
01:06:01,179 --> 01:06:02,612
We'd actually gotten married.

901
01:06:02,614 --> 01:06:05,615
And we did it
exactly how we wanted to.

902
01:06:05,617 --> 01:06:07,850
You lazy people!

903
01:06:09,487 --> 01:06:12,288
Hurray! Wave!

904
01:06:15,726 --> 01:06:18,828
Her whole thing was she wanted
to feel how he felt.

905
01:06:18,830 --> 01:06:21,497
And she was, "I just wanna feel
what he's feeling."

906
01:06:21,499 --> 01:06:23,332
"I wanna be on the same level.

907
01:06:23,334 --> 01:06:25,201
Otherwise he's there
and I'm here."

908
01:06:25,203 --> 01:06:27,837
That's what she wanted,
that was the goal.

909
01:06:42,086 --> 01:06:44,387
Welcome back to 45th at Night.

910
01:06:44,389 --> 01:06:47,323
Please give a warm,
warm round of applause

911
01:06:47,325 --> 01:06:48,825
for Amy Winehouse.

912
01:07:43,180 --> 01:07:47,583
♪ Yeah I cheated myself ♪

913
01:07:47,585 --> 01:07:52,522
♪ Like I knew I knew I would ♪

914
01:07:53,423 --> 01:07:55,158
♪ I told you ♪

915
01:07:55,160 --> 01:07:57,226
♪ I was trouble ♪

916
01:07:57,228 --> 01:08:01,664
♪ You know that I'm no good ♪

917
01:08:03,300 --> 01:08:06,035
Thank you very much.

918
01:08:18,782 --> 01:08:22,018
Oh, have they? Bollocks.
Have they? Fuck.

919
01:08:22,020 --> 01:08:24,353
I heard about that as well.

920
01:08:25,756 --> 01:08:28,958
Amy,
can you talk in the kitchen?

921
01:08:44,975 --> 01:08:47,877
After we came back
from America, married,

922
01:08:47,879 --> 01:08:52,048
that was the first time Amy
tried crack cocaine and heroin.

923
01:08:52,050 --> 01:08:54,617
I'd used by then and enjoyed it.

924
01:08:54,619 --> 01:08:58,387
It completely eradicates
any sort of negative feelings.

925
01:08:59,456 --> 01:09:01,958
And then Amy tried it with me.

926
01:09:01,960 --> 01:09:06,462
And it just got a grip of both
of us really quickly from then.

927
01:09:06,464 --> 01:09:08,965
Amy.

928
01:09:08,967 --> 01:09:10,700
- Yeah?
- Come in here.

929
01:09:10,702 --> 01:09:12,969
- Coming!
- Oh, change the record.

930
01:09:12,971 --> 01:09:15,204
Just come on.

931
01:09:15,206 --> 01:09:17,273
Pass me a little, uh...

932
01:10:16,600 --> 01:10:18,768
Come on!

933
01:10:27,744 --> 01:10:30,246
Are you alright
keeping the rollers in?

934
01:10:30,248 --> 01:10:32,181
- Yeah.
- Yeah?

935
01:10:32,183 --> 01:10:36,085
Do you ever have time
to stand back and think,

936
01:10:36,087 --> 01:10:38,721
"This is alright.
Quite good, this."

937
01:10:38,723 --> 01:10:40,589
Yeah. Uh...

938
01:10:43,427 --> 01:10:46,162
Uh, I dunno. Yeah, I suppose so.

939
01:10:46,164 --> 01:10:50,132
I suppose if my husband's happy,
I'm happy. Um...

940
01:10:50,134 --> 01:10:53,069
But, yeah, I've done well,
I've done really well.

941
01:10:53,071 --> 01:10:54,770
But, um...

942
01:10:54,772 --> 01:11:00,042
I just want to be able to go
and do a next... an album again,

943
01:11:00,044 --> 01:11:01,377
and... keep doing...

944
01:11:01,379 --> 01:11:03,212
just keep doing music
really well,

945
01:11:03,214 --> 01:11:05,281
rather than...
I love doing gigs, though.

946
01:11:05,283 --> 01:11:09,452
I just want to go and do
another album now, so...

947
01:11:09,953 --> 01:11:12,154
Yeah.

948
01:11:31,308 --> 01:11:34,844
I got a phone call
in the middle of the night,

949
01:11:34,846 --> 01:11:36,278
and Blake said to me,

950
01:11:36,280 --> 01:11:37,947
"Something's happened.

951
01:11:37,949 --> 01:11:40,116
"She doesn't know who I am
and she keeps saying your name.

952
01:11:40,118 --> 01:11:43,285
Can you come round?"
So obviously I got up,

953
01:11:43,287 --> 01:11:45,988
and I got in the car
and I started driving.

954
01:11:45,990 --> 01:11:49,759
I got a phone call from Blake,
freaking out, off his nut,

955
01:11:49,761 --> 01:11:51,727
saying she's overdosed.

956
01:11:51,729 --> 01:11:53,329
And I said, "Right."

957
01:11:53,331 --> 01:11:58,801
Go to the closest hospital now
and I'll be there."

958
01:11:58,803 --> 01:12:02,805
She was petrified.
He was petrified.

959
01:12:02,807 --> 01:12:05,074
She looked like a child.

960
01:12:05,076 --> 01:12:08,010
She scared herself, basically.

961
01:12:09,379 --> 01:12:13,949
And the doctor called us
into a room and said,

962
01:12:13,951 --> 01:12:16,352
"With the amount of cocaine,
heroin,

963
01:12:16,354 --> 01:12:19,522
"alcohol and crack cocaine
in her blood system,

964
01:12:19,524 --> 01:12:22,391
"we're amazed
she's not in a coma.

965
01:12:22,393 --> 01:12:25,161
"You've got away with it
this time,

966
01:12:25,163 --> 01:12:27,430
"but she's a petite, young girl;

967
01:12:27,432 --> 01:12:30,599
Her body
can't keep up with this."

968
01:12:30,601 --> 01:12:32,735
She was asleep
and it was very calm.

969
01:12:32,737 --> 01:12:36,439
Nicky was one side of the bed,
I was the other side of the bed,

970
01:12:36,441 --> 01:12:38,774
and we said,
"What are we gonna do now?

971
01:12:38,776 --> 01:12:40,709
How do we deal with this?"

972
01:12:40,711 --> 01:12:42,411
And then it all just started up.

973
01:12:42,413 --> 01:12:44,080
The whole circus
started up again.

974
01:12:44,082 --> 01:12:48,584
And that's when
Raye and Mitch decided

975
01:12:48,586 --> 01:12:50,586
to do an intervention.

976
01:13:01,164 --> 01:13:02,898
Within... hours,

977
01:13:02,900 --> 01:13:06,902
there were Sun, The Mirror,
News Of The World journalists

978
01:13:06,904 --> 01:13:08,471
booked up in every room.

979
01:13:08,473 --> 01:13:10,172
Every single conversation
that happened

980
01:13:10,174 --> 01:13:12,441
was in the Sun and The Mirror.

981
01:13:12,443 --> 01:13:15,744
Fuck knows if they were hacking
the phones or whatever.

982
01:13:15,746 --> 01:13:19,815
And there's pictures
of all of us there, sat outside.

983
01:13:19,817 --> 01:13:23,953
Amy was awake
by then and she was eating,

984
01:13:23,955 --> 01:13:28,357
but she wasn't well
and she wasn't right.

985
01:13:28,359 --> 01:13:31,627
The doctor that they got in
looked me dead in the eye

986
01:13:31,629 --> 01:13:33,195
and he said to me,

987
01:13:33,197 --> 01:13:36,932
"If she has another seizure,
she'll die."

988
01:13:36,934 --> 01:13:41,904
And then I was told that she was
going to America to perform.

989
01:13:41,906 --> 01:13:44,573
I was, like, "No, she's not."

990
01:13:46,277 --> 01:13:48,777
We had Mitchell
in a hotel room with us,

991
01:13:48,779 --> 01:13:50,212
begging him,
"Please do something."

992
01:13:50,214 --> 01:13:52,815
"What am I gonna do?
She's gotta go on tour."

993
01:13:52,817 --> 01:13:54,483
"Take her passport away
from her,

994
01:13:54,485 --> 01:13:56,552
do something so she can't go
on tour. She needs help."

995
01:13:56,554 --> 01:13:58,821
"Can't do that,
she's got a tour booked."

996
01:13:58,823 --> 01:14:02,658
So I went into her
room and I stole her passport.

997
01:14:02,660 --> 01:14:06,195
And then I got told,
"What you done that for?

998
01:14:06,197 --> 01:14:10,032
She's gotta go to America.
Why have you done that?"

999
01:14:10,034 --> 01:14:12,301
The doctor's just been round

1000
01:14:12,303 --> 01:14:15,070
to check her blood
and check everything.

1001
01:14:15,072 --> 01:14:19,875
Blake's managed to get to Hook,
get into her bedroom,

1002
01:14:19,877 --> 01:14:21,710
and the next checkup,

1003
01:14:21,712 --> 01:14:25,114
the doctors found out she's
got heroin in her blood again.

1004
01:14:26,316 --> 01:14:28,784
When I found out,
with the girls,

1005
01:14:28,786 --> 01:14:30,452
that she was taking heroin,

1006
01:14:30,454 --> 01:14:34,156
and we went to this hotel room
that she was staying in,

1007
01:14:34,158 --> 01:14:37,359
and Amy just sat there
and didn't really say anything.

1008
01:14:37,361 --> 01:14:39,361
Her manager
then said something like,

1009
01:14:39,363 --> 01:14:41,363
"Girls, there are lots
of professionals,

1010
01:14:41,365 --> 01:14:43,799
"lawyers and doctors,
all sorts of people,

1011
01:14:43,801 --> 01:14:46,101
that function on this stuff."

1012
01:14:47,604 --> 01:14:52,308
In helping promote the album,
and get the shows on the road,

1013
01:14:52,310 --> 01:14:56,011
I kind of done
what I was supposed to do.

1014
01:14:56,013 --> 01:14:59,281
And I felt that it's now
the family's responsibility.

1015
01:14:59,283 --> 01:15:03,552
I'm here, but there's only
so much I can do about this.

1016
01:15:03,554 --> 01:15:05,421
Amy Winehouse
has pulled out

1017
01:15:05,423 --> 01:15:09,058
of a string of concerts in
the U.S. and Canada next month

1018
01:15:09,060 --> 01:15:11,160
because of health issues.
The 23-year-old...

1019
01:15:11,162 --> 01:15:13,062
Now she's one of Britain's
brightest talents,

1020
01:15:13,064 --> 01:15:15,798
but the singer Amy Winehouse
has cancelled yet more gigs,

1021
01:15:15,800 --> 01:15:17,933
this time in Norway,
after she was admitted

1022
01:15:17,935 --> 01:15:19,602
to a hospital in London
yesterday.

1023
01:15:19,604 --> 01:15:22,538
Her record company said it was
just down to severe exhaustion,

1024
01:15:22,540 --> 01:15:25,874
but with her reputation
for hard drinking and drugs...

1025
01:15:25,876 --> 01:15:29,945
The Amy link came about
through Russell Brand,

1026
01:15:29,947 --> 01:15:34,316
who was trying to get Amy
to come into rehab.

1027
01:15:34,318 --> 01:15:37,419
And then, also,
Mitch had gotten involved.

1028
01:15:37,421 --> 01:15:40,823
And I first met Amy
when she came with Blake

1029
01:15:40,825 --> 01:15:42,992
to be assessed for treatment.

1030
01:15:42,994 --> 01:15:45,861
It was very much
being led by Blake,

1031
01:15:45,863 --> 01:15:47,563
although I did think

1032
01:15:47,565 --> 01:15:51,500
she was probably more willing
to go to rehab than he was.

1033
01:15:52,702 --> 01:15:55,638
She was a very vulnerable woman.

1034
01:15:55,640 --> 01:15:59,441
And I felt very clearly
that it was a common case

1035
01:15:59,443 --> 01:16:01,844
of one person having a situation

1036
01:16:01,846 --> 01:16:04,780
that was very beneficial
to their using,

1037
01:16:04,782 --> 01:16:07,650
not wanting the other person
to get better

1038
01:16:07,652 --> 01:16:10,319
for fear of losing
the gravy train.

1039
01:16:11,721 --> 01:16:14,390
They were insistent
on doing rehab together,

1040
01:16:14,392 --> 01:16:18,360
which, of course, we would've
considered to be disastrous.

1041
01:16:18,362 --> 01:16:20,562
I would personally find it
almost unethical

1042
01:16:20,564 --> 01:16:23,932
to take the couple
into treatment at the same time.

1043
01:16:23,934 --> 01:16:26,535
But her management, and Mitch,

1044
01:16:26,537 --> 01:16:31,006
managed to find somewhere
where they could go together.

1045
01:16:46,022 --> 01:16:48,590
Oh, it's recording shit.

1046
01:16:48,592 --> 01:16:50,025
It won't stop.

1047
01:16:50,027 --> 01:16:53,429
- Hey, uh... say hello.
- Hello!

1048
01:16:53,431 --> 01:16:56,198
Amy, got anything to say?

1049
01:16:58,802 --> 01:17:01,470
Only if you sing
your favourite hit, Rehab.

1050
01:17:01,472 --> 01:17:05,341
♪ They tried to make me go
I said no ♪

1051
01:17:05,343 --> 01:17:08,344
Where are we right now? Amy?

1052
01:17:11,114 --> 01:17:14,083
Alex, can you say? Where are we?

1053
01:17:16,619 --> 01:17:18,420
Known to some as...

1054
01:17:22,026 --> 01:17:25,060
So can we have the new updated
version of Rehab, please, Amy?

1055
01:17:25,062 --> 01:17:27,162
First time? Amy?

1056
01:17:27,164 --> 01:17:29,031
I want the new version of Rehab.

1057
01:17:29,033 --> 01:17:31,767
Please, baby,
for our personal private movie.

1058
01:17:53,022 --> 01:17:56,024
They came back from Osea Island,

1059
01:17:56,026 --> 01:18:00,462
and had a suite at the hotel,
and they binged.

1060
01:18:00,464 --> 01:18:02,030
It was ugly.

1061
01:18:02,032 --> 01:18:05,367
They weren't happy souls
when they were high.

1062
01:18:06,136 --> 01:18:08,303
I kicked off...

1063
01:18:08,305 --> 01:18:12,274
I broke a bottle
and I cut my arm.

1064
01:18:13,943 --> 01:18:19,081
And then she grabbed the bottle
off me and she nicked her arm,

1065
01:18:19,083 --> 01:18:22,751
and she said,
"I'll do anything you do."

1066
01:18:39,135 --> 01:18:40,736
She said,

1067
01:18:40,738 --> 01:18:43,806
"Love is, in some ways,
killing me, Raye Raye."

1068
01:18:43,808 --> 01:18:46,475
She felt torn
between those two things:

1069
01:18:46,477 --> 01:18:48,510
The guy that she really loved,

1070
01:18:48,512 --> 01:18:52,247
but having to keep up with
the consumption of substances

1071
01:18:52,249 --> 01:18:57,619
that they both were trying
to do at the same time.

1072
01:18:57,621 --> 01:19:01,623
It was just a horrible pendulum
swinging one way to the other,

1073
01:19:01,625 --> 01:19:04,626
one extreme to the other,
all the time.

1074
01:21:31,908 --> 01:21:35,577
Thank you.

1075
01:21:40,917 --> 01:21:42,551
Ladies and gentlemen,
Amy Winehouse!

1076
01:21:42,553 --> 01:21:45,020
And I've worked
with a lot of people.

1077
01:21:45,022 --> 01:21:48,357
I'm telling you,
she has one of the best voices

1078
01:21:48,359 --> 01:21:50,792
of anybody of all time.
Amy Winehouse!

1079
01:21:53,896 --> 01:21:55,664
More trouble for Amy Winehouse.

1080
01:21:55,666 --> 01:21:59,067
The singer's Camden home
was raided by police last night,

1081
01:21:59,069 --> 01:22:02,738
who used a battering ram
to smash down her front door.

1082
01:22:02,740 --> 01:22:04,339
This was the moment

1083
01:22:04,341 --> 01:22:07,175
police arrested and handcuffed
Blake Fielder-Civil

1084
01:22:07,177 --> 01:22:11,513
on suspicion of attempting to
pervert the course of justice.

1085
01:22:11,515 --> 01:22:13,482
A spokesman for the star saying

1086
01:22:13,484 --> 01:22:16,418
she was in no way
connected with the arrest.

1087
01:22:18,322 --> 01:22:20,656
Shut the door.

1088
01:22:23,993 --> 01:22:26,028
When he went to jail,

1089
01:22:26,030 --> 01:22:27,729
she spiralled...

1090
01:22:27,731 --> 01:22:29,831
downward very quickly.

1091
01:22:47,250 --> 01:22:49,351
Amy! Amy! Amy!

1092
01:22:49,353 --> 01:22:51,853
Get out of the way!

1093
01:23:14,110 --> 01:23:16,078
For Album of the Year:

1094
01:23:16,080 --> 01:23:19,681
Amy Winehouse for Back to Black.

1095
01:23:19,683 --> 01:23:23,051
For Best Female
Pop Vocal Performance:

1096
01:23:23,053 --> 01:23:25,053
Amy Winehouse for Rehab.

1097
01:23:26,623 --> 01:23:29,424
Can somebody wake her up
this afternoon around 6:00

1098
01:23:29,426 --> 01:23:31,293
and tell her?

1099
01:23:31,295 --> 01:23:33,095
Drunk ass.

1100
01:23:34,664 --> 01:23:37,332
For Best New Artist,
the nominees are...

1101
01:23:39,936 --> 01:23:45,373
We did everything
within our power to help Amy.

1102
01:23:45,375 --> 01:23:48,810
But you can't force treatment
on somebody.

1103
01:23:48,812 --> 01:23:52,180
And I felt that
that's Amy's responsibility

1104
01:23:52,182 --> 01:23:54,349
to get herself well.

1105
01:23:57,421 --> 01:23:58,954
I'm sorry...

1106
01:23:58,956 --> 01:24:01,056
Okay, fellas, make some room,
please.

1107
01:24:01,058 --> 01:24:04,726
- This way, this way.
- Can't see the steps.

1108
01:24:04,728 --> 01:24:08,163
By then, she was incredibly
famous, very wealthy,

1109
01:24:08,165 --> 01:24:11,433
and she had a complete
infrastructure around her

1110
01:24:11,435 --> 01:24:14,202
where everybody
was doing everything for her.

1111
01:24:14,204 --> 01:24:15,837
And that's not real life.

1112
01:24:21,210 --> 01:24:25,947
We had the Grammys coming up.
I said, "You need to be clean."

1113
01:24:25,949 --> 01:24:29,117
If you're not clean,
you're not doing anything."

1114
01:24:29,119 --> 01:24:33,288
So I had a contract drawn up
and it said,

1115
01:24:33,290 --> 01:24:35,223
"You, Amy Winehouse,

1116
01:24:35,225 --> 01:24:39,561
"have agreed
to go to a facility now.

1117
01:24:39,563 --> 01:24:41,897
"You're never gonna make
another record again,

1118
01:24:41,899 --> 01:24:44,399
"you're never going
to perform ever again

1119
01:24:44,401 --> 01:24:46,301
unless you get clean."

1120
01:24:46,303 --> 01:24:49,604
And God bless her, she did.

1121
01:25:00,450 --> 01:25:01,850
Live,

1122
01:25:01,852 --> 01:25:03,785
it's music's
biggest night of the year

1123
01:25:03,787 --> 01:25:06,454
as the National Academy
of Recording Arts and Sciences

1124
01:25:06,456 --> 01:25:09,424
presents
the annual Grammy Awards.

1125
01:25:13,229 --> 01:25:14,763
This is going live tonight

1126
01:25:14,765 --> 01:25:16,998
thanks to the Grammys
in the States, okay?

1127
01:25:17,000 --> 01:25:20,035
Now, the lady behind me
is up for six awards!

1128
01:25:22,139 --> 01:25:25,073
She's already won two.

1129
01:25:27,411 --> 01:25:29,144
Grazie!

1130
01:25:29,146 --> 01:25:30,879
Thank you!

1131
01:25:32,181 --> 01:25:34,583
Ladies and gentlemen,
please welcome

1132
01:25:34,585 --> 01:25:37,219
two Grammy favourites:
Natalie Cole

1133
01:25:37,221 --> 01:25:39,354
and Tony Bennett.

1134
01:25:48,798 --> 01:25:50,365
Good evening.

1135
01:25:50,367 --> 01:25:53,468
Grammy history has never
sounded or looked any better

1136
01:25:53,470 --> 01:25:55,370
than this man right here.

1137
01:25:55,372 --> 01:25:58,640
That's right!

1138
01:26:01,043 --> 01:26:03,678
Dad, Dad, Tony Bennett.

1139
01:26:05,883 --> 01:26:08,850
These are this year's nominees
for Record of the Year.

1140
01:26:11,320 --> 01:26:13,722
Irreplaceable: Beyoncé.

1141
01:26:15,826 --> 01:26:17,859
The Pretender:

1142
01:26:17,861 --> 01:26:19,728
Foo Fighters.

1143
01:26:19,730 --> 01:26:21,363
Umbrella: Rihanna,

1144
01:26:21,365 --> 01:26:25,367
featuring Jay-Z.

1145
01:26:25,369 --> 01:26:28,603
What Goes Around Comes Around:
Justin Timberlake.

1146
01:26:28,605 --> 01:26:31,840
His album's called
What Goes Around Comes Around?

1147
01:26:31,842 --> 01:26:34,342
And Rehab: Amy Winehouse.

1148
01:26:36,512 --> 01:26:38,179
And the Grammy goes to...

1149
01:26:38,181 --> 01:26:40,282
Amy Winehouse!

1150
01:26:56,934 --> 01:26:58,900
Amy!

1151
01:27:06,409 --> 01:27:08,209
Uh...

1152
01:27:08,211 --> 01:27:11,246
thank you to everyone
at Island Records.

1153
01:27:13,050 --> 01:27:15,617
Everyone at EMI Music
Publishing.

1154
01:27:15,619 --> 01:27:17,152
To Raye Raye,

1155
01:27:17,154 --> 01:27:19,421
to Mark Ronson and Salaam Remi.

1156
01:27:19,423 --> 01:27:22,090
To my mum and dad.

1157
01:27:22,992 --> 01:27:24,826
For my Blake,

1158
01:27:24,828 --> 01:27:26,628
my Blake incarcerated.

1159
01:27:26,630 --> 01:27:29,297
And for London!
This is for London!

1160
01:27:41,277 --> 01:27:43,778
It was a beautiful evening.

1161
01:27:43,780 --> 01:27:46,448
You get those awards
like that...

1162
01:27:46,450 --> 01:27:50,218
it just made all the work
seem worthwhile.

1163
01:27:53,323 --> 01:27:57,258
Amy's completely clean
and looking amazing.

1164
01:27:58,294 --> 01:28:00,495
It's just overwhelming.

1165
01:28:06,035 --> 01:28:07,535
I was just hysterically crying.

1166
01:28:07,537 --> 01:28:10,638
I was so overwhelmed,
I was so proud of her.

1167
01:28:10,640 --> 01:28:13,942
And I was just flashing
our whole life, our childhood.

1168
01:28:13,944 --> 01:28:17,412
And then she saw me crying.

1169
01:28:17,414 --> 01:28:19,781
Juliette, come up.

1170
01:28:21,384 --> 01:28:22,917
She grabbed me,

1171
01:28:22,919 --> 01:28:26,421
pulled me up onstage
and took me off the stage.

1172
01:28:29,058 --> 01:28:31,292
And I was having
a bit of a panic attack.

1173
01:28:31,294 --> 01:28:33,328
I was, like, "I can't believe
this is happening."

1174
01:28:33,330 --> 01:28:35,597
This is amazing.
I'm so proud of you."

1175
01:28:36,832 --> 01:28:38,366
And I'm looking at her,

1176
01:28:38,368 --> 01:28:40,435
trying to get some form
of reaction, and she went,

1177
01:28:40,437 --> 01:28:43,671
"Jules, this is so boring
without drugs."

1178
01:28:45,541 --> 01:28:49,811
And I felt really, really,
really sad for her.

1179
01:29:05,161 --> 01:29:07,562
Amy? Amy?

1180
01:29:07,564 --> 01:29:10,465
Amy, how do you feel
after winning a Grammy?

1181
01:29:10,467 --> 01:29:12,100
- Congratulations.
- Did you enjoy it?

1182
01:29:12,102 --> 01:29:14,669
- Whoops. Sorry.
- I'm going to see my husband.

1183
01:29:14,671 --> 01:29:17,472
I was staying
at the K-West Hotel.

1184
01:29:18,808 --> 01:29:22,811
Very late in the night,
she knocks on the door,

1185
01:29:22,813 --> 01:29:24,612
and I'm alone.

1186
01:29:24,614 --> 01:29:26,081
She comes in,

1187
01:29:26,083 --> 01:29:27,816
and she just sits on the couch.

1188
01:29:27,818 --> 01:29:30,552
I remember feeling
like really happy for her,

1189
01:29:30,554 --> 01:29:32,320
and also concerned,

1190
01:29:32,322 --> 01:29:35,557
'cause she really didn't know
how to be that thing

1191
01:29:35,559 --> 01:29:40,261
that she had been pushed
to become from her own success.

1192
01:29:42,298 --> 01:29:46,301
Then she pulled out
this aluminum foil.

1193
01:29:46,303 --> 01:29:48,937
She said,
"Does this bother you?"

1194
01:29:48,939 --> 01:29:51,940
And I said, "Amy, I love you."

1195
01:29:51,942 --> 01:29:54,375
"I don't mind that you get high,

1196
01:29:54,377 --> 01:29:58,179
but I mind that you get high."

1197
01:29:58,181 --> 01:30:01,983
She did what she did
and I was, like,

1198
01:30:01,985 --> 01:30:06,020
"This is someone
who is trying to disappear."

1199
01:30:39,088 --> 01:30:41,923
Gents, get away from the door,
please.

1200
01:30:41,925 --> 01:30:43,992
Fuck off, please. Sorry, mate.

1201
01:30:43,994 --> 01:30:47,061
I was called out
to do security for her.

1202
01:30:47,063 --> 01:30:48,663
The security that she had,

1203
01:30:48,665 --> 01:30:52,066
it just could not handle
the whole paparazzi situation.

1204
01:30:52,068 --> 01:30:55,336
- See ya.
- Night-night, Amy.

1205
01:30:58,942 --> 01:31:02,210
I could feel
that she was a humble person,

1206
01:31:02,212 --> 01:31:06,014
but she was just caught up
in a bad situation.

1207
01:31:21,297 --> 01:31:26,601
She was not well at all:
Physically, mentally not well.

1208
01:31:28,137 --> 01:31:30,872
All she ever wanted
was people to tell her,

1209
01:31:30,874 --> 01:31:32,840
"Pack it in, stop it."

1210
01:31:32,842 --> 01:31:37,378
And me and Lauren
would not tolerate any of it.

1211
01:31:44,220 --> 01:31:47,488
It was Nick that said,
"The only thing you girls can do

1212
01:31:47,490 --> 01:31:50,491
"is show her you don't want
to be a part of it,

1213
01:31:50,493 --> 01:31:53,061
and when she needs help,
you're there for her."

1214
01:31:53,063 --> 01:31:54,562
Tough love.

1215
01:31:54,564 --> 01:31:56,297
And I just said to her,

1216
01:31:56,299 --> 01:31:59,200
"If you want me to help you,
I'll help you.

1217
01:31:59,202 --> 01:32:02,837
"I love you, but I don't like
who you've become,

1218
01:32:02,839 --> 01:32:05,807
and I don't want
to be around you."

1219
01:32:18,787 --> 01:32:20,922
Where a lot of money

1220
01:32:20,924 --> 01:32:25,026
and a lot of expectation
is at stake,

1221
01:32:25,028 --> 01:32:27,996
people's ideas
become a bit skewed.

1222
01:32:27,998 --> 01:32:31,833
They want to try
and get it sorted out

1223
01:32:31,835 --> 01:32:33,701
in a way that doesn't upset

1224
01:32:33,703 --> 01:32:37,839
this financial trajectory
that's going on.

1225
01:32:41,277 --> 01:32:43,978
From the 6th of September,

1226
01:32:43,980 --> 01:32:46,581
we're not gonna be doing
any more work

1227
01:32:46,583 --> 01:32:48,349
for the foreseeable future.

1228
01:32:48,351 --> 01:32:52,854
Amy's going to be concentrating
on writing her new album.

1229
01:32:52,856 --> 01:32:55,757
Uh... there's five gigs,
which, contractually,

1230
01:32:55,759 --> 01:32:57,692
we are obliged to do.

1231
01:32:57,694 --> 01:32:59,627
There's a couple this weekend.

1232
01:33:08,604 --> 01:33:10,204
It was all over the media

1233
01:33:10,206 --> 01:33:12,940
that Amy was getting $1 million
for some shows.

1234
01:33:12,942 --> 01:33:14,609
Huge money. But by that point,

1235
01:33:14,611 --> 01:33:18,012
it was much more likely
to not be a good show

1236
01:33:18,014 --> 01:33:19,747
than to be a good show.

1237
01:33:19,749 --> 01:33:24,218
She just wanted to get better.
She knew that things were wrong,

1238
01:33:24,220 --> 01:33:26,254
and she was just very exhausted

1239
01:33:26,256 --> 01:33:28,456
and tired
of the whole situation.

1240
01:33:40,904 --> 01:33:42,937
She couldn't escape her life

1241
01:33:42,939 --> 01:33:45,239
in this horrible goldfish bowl.

1242
01:33:45,241 --> 01:33:47,709
She'd began to unravel in public

1243
01:33:47,711 --> 01:33:49,344
and the media treatment
pushed her

1244
01:33:49,346 --> 01:33:51,179
further and further
over the edge.

1245
01:33:51,181 --> 01:33:53,414
D'you see Amy Winehouse
in the paper this week?

1246
01:33:53,416 --> 01:33:55,049
My God!

1247
01:33:55,051 --> 01:33:59,687
She looks like a campaign poster
for neglected horses.

1248
01:34:06,628 --> 01:34:08,463
Easy, lad.

1249
01:34:10,132 --> 01:34:12,934
It was like a feeding frenzy.

1250
01:34:15,437 --> 01:34:18,439
Suddenly,
it was cool to crack jokes

1251
01:34:18,441 --> 01:34:23,010
about a bulimic's appearance
or her drug addictions.

1252
01:34:23,012 --> 01:34:26,047
According to contactmusic.com,
Amy Winehouse's next album

1253
01:34:26,049 --> 01:34:28,249
features songs about cooking,
about cooking.

1254
01:34:28,251 --> 01:34:30,985
That's what they say.
Cooking crystal meth,

1255
01:34:30,987 --> 01:34:32,720
black-tar heroin.

1256
01:34:48,704 --> 01:34:50,805
Amy, cheer up.

1257
01:34:54,676 --> 01:34:56,544
She couldn't escape it.

1258
01:34:56,546 --> 01:34:58,980
No one would leave her alone.

1259
01:34:58,982 --> 01:35:00,548
It was just disgusting.

1260
01:35:00,550 --> 01:35:04,185
The mainstream media
was just all over her.

1261
01:35:04,187 --> 01:35:05,720
Amy Winehouse,

1262
01:35:05,722 --> 01:35:08,556
she's like a... a mad person.

1263
01:36:20,128 --> 01:36:22,063
St. Lucia was our place.

1264
01:36:22,065 --> 01:36:25,233
We were supposed to be there
for a week,

1265
01:36:25,235 --> 01:36:28,302
we ended up there
for, like, six months.

1266
01:36:30,706 --> 01:36:33,307
She decided that St. Lucia

1267
01:36:33,309 --> 01:36:35,977
was a place
that she really liked,

1268
01:36:35,979 --> 01:36:38,279
and she invited me to go.

1269
01:36:38,281 --> 01:36:41,215
You know, as soon as she went
to St. Lucia,

1270
01:36:41,217 --> 01:36:43,951
there was no more crack cocaine.
That was done.

1271
01:36:43,953 --> 01:36:46,053
And that's when
the heroin stopped.

1272
01:36:46,055 --> 01:36:49,891
But give her a free bar,
of course she's gonna drink.

1273
01:36:50,759 --> 01:36:52,393
It was kind of obvious

1274
01:36:52,395 --> 01:36:56,330
that she was just supplementing
alcohol for drugs.

1275
01:37:00,168 --> 01:37:02,069
I haven't seen Amy
for six weeks.

1276
01:37:02,071 --> 01:37:04,071
We've got a lot to talk about,

1277
01:37:04,073 --> 01:37:05,873
a lot of exciting things
happening.

1278
01:37:05,875 --> 01:37:08,676
We're talking
about the forthcoming album,

1279
01:37:08,678 --> 01:37:11,078
some other business matters.

1280
01:37:11,080 --> 01:37:15,149
So I think it's... it's gonna be
an exciting time.

1281
01:37:15,151 --> 01:37:16,918
Ah-ah! Naughty!

1282
01:37:17,986 --> 01:37:19,820
Amy, Amy!

1283
01:37:21,223 --> 01:37:22,957
She was, like,

1284
01:37:22,959 --> 01:37:26,260
"Why is he bringing another
camera crew to St. Lucia?

1285
01:37:26,262 --> 01:37:28,863
"Dad, you want money?
I'll give you money.

1286
01:37:28,865 --> 01:37:31,098
"Why are you doing
your life story,

1287
01:37:31,100 --> 01:37:33,601
which is really my life story?"

1288
01:37:34,469 --> 01:37:36,203
She just felt like,

1289
01:37:36,205 --> 01:37:39,607
"My dad's doing a lot of stuff
for money or the limelight."

1290
01:37:39,609 --> 01:37:41,576
- Want me to go with you?
- Yeah.

1291
01:37:41,578 --> 01:37:43,878
You can follow down,
if you want.

1292
01:37:51,386 --> 01:37:52,787
I'll ask her.

1293
01:37:52,789 --> 01:37:54,322
Amy? How do you do it?

1294
01:37:54,324 --> 01:37:56,624
Just push and hold the button.
I'm really sorry.

1295
01:37:56,626 --> 01:37:58,659
Is that alright?
All the way from...

1296
01:38:02,764 --> 01:38:04,632
Okay!

1297
01:38:05,867 --> 01:38:07,435
- Is that okay?
- Thank you.

1298
01:38:07,437 --> 01:38:08,970
- Pleasure.
- Thank you.

1299
01:38:08,972 --> 01:38:12,506
Why have you got to make
a comment like that?

1300
01:38:12,508 --> 01:38:15,576
Why... why...
why you got to do that?

1301
01:38:18,680 --> 01:38:21,415
A mug of? They asked
to take a picture of you.

1302
01:38:21,417 --> 01:38:23,117
Richard...

1303
01:38:28,223 --> 01:38:30,992
No, that's got nothing to do
with it. I'm talking to you

1304
01:38:30,994 --> 01:38:32,994
about those two people
who wanted a lousy photograph,

1305
01:38:32,996 --> 01:38:35,563
and you got to make them
feel bad about it.

1306
01:38:43,572 --> 01:38:45,640
She just wanted her dad,

1307
01:38:45,642 --> 01:38:49,076
and he didn't just come
by himself,

1308
01:38:49,078 --> 01:38:53,214
he came with cameras,
audio guys...

1309
01:38:53,216 --> 01:38:58,052
But she worshipped
the ground he walked on.

1310
01:39:09,264 --> 01:39:12,867
I was in jail with 500 fellas
reading the papers

1311
01:39:12,869 --> 01:39:17,004
and there's a picture of my wife
on a page with a fella.

1312
01:39:17,006 --> 01:39:20,775
It's not easy
to go through things like that.

1313
01:39:28,116 --> 01:39:31,252
To put it bluntly, I didn't have
a very high opinion of myself

1314
01:39:31,254 --> 01:39:32,620
after the treatment I've had

1315
01:39:32,622 --> 01:39:34,255
for the past two years
with my wife.

1316
01:39:34,257 --> 01:39:36,891
I kind of just had the wind
knocked out of my sails.

1317
01:39:36,893 --> 01:39:40,695
So I just thought, "Fuck this.
You know. I'm a big man."

1318
01:39:40,697 --> 01:39:43,531
"I'm a handsome fucking guy.
I ain't on heroin.

1319
01:39:43,533 --> 01:39:45,866
"I'm going to the gym a lot,
I dress well.

1320
01:39:45,868 --> 01:39:49,403
So what the fuck am I doing
wasting my time with her?"

1321
01:40:29,144 --> 01:40:34,882
And then the chorus come in.
And, um, the last verse is:

1322
01:42:51,519 --> 01:42:54,388
My son came up with the idea

1323
01:42:54,390 --> 01:42:56,523
of getting
the most contemporary artists,

1324
01:42:56,525 --> 01:42:58,092
and I kept saying to myself,

1325
01:42:58,094 --> 01:43:01,295
"Who sings the right way,
the real jazz singing?"

1326
01:43:01,297 --> 01:43:04,331
And when I heard Amy Winehouse,

1327
01:43:04,333 --> 01:43:08,402
I immediately said,
"This one's got it."

1328
01:43:08,404 --> 01:43:10,004
Everybody just said,

1329
01:43:10,006 --> 01:43:12,406
"Oh, I don't know
how you're gonna handle her."

1330
01:43:12,408 --> 01:43:14,508
- Where do you want to be?
- I'll be here.

1331
01:43:14,510 --> 01:43:16,110
Okay. This is weird.

1332
01:43:16,112 --> 01:43:18,345
I've never done
anything like this.

1333
01:43:18,347 --> 01:43:20,781
I've never done anything
like this.

1334
01:43:20,783 --> 01:43:22,249
In which way?

1335
01:43:22,251 --> 01:43:24,418
To sing with one of my idols...

1336
01:43:24,420 --> 01:43:26,320
- Oh, no...
- and have it filmed.

1337
01:43:26,322 --> 01:43:28,789
But it's good, it's good,
'cause then,

1338
01:43:28,791 --> 01:43:31,725
I can make my dad jealous,
after, when I show him,

1339
01:43:31,727 --> 01:43:33,327
when he sees it.

1340
01:43:34,563 --> 01:43:36,830
♪ I can't believe it ♪

1341
01:43:36,832 --> 01:43:40,034
♪ It's hard to conceive it ♪

1342
01:43:40,036 --> 01:43:45,339
♪ That you would
turn away romance ♪

1343
01:43:45,341 --> 01:43:48,542
♪ Whoa oh oh oh oh oh ♪

1344
01:43:48,544 --> 01:43:50,878
♪ Are you pretending ♪

1345
01:43:50,880 --> 01:43:54,848
♪ It looks like the ending ♪
- Yeah.

1346
01:43:54,850 --> 01:43:59,186
♪ Unless I could have
one more chance ♪

1347
01:43:59,188 --> 01:44:03,490
♪ To prove dear ♪

1348
01:44:03,492 --> 01:44:05,359
- ♪ My... ♪
- Sorry, sorry, that was me.

1349
01:44:05,361 --> 01:44:07,761
- I was terrible. I was terrible.
- No, no...

1350
01:44:07,763 --> 01:44:09,930
I don't want to waste your time.

1351
01:44:09,932 --> 01:44:12,266
It's getting better each time.
Don't... Really.

1352
01:44:12,268 --> 01:44:14,601
I just don't wanna
waste your time.

1353
01:44:18,173 --> 01:44:19,540
Ahem.

1354
01:44:19,542 --> 01:44:21,308
We'll keep doing it
till we got one.

1355
01:44:21,310 --> 01:44:23,477
It's right in there, okay?

1356
01:44:23,479 --> 01:44:25,112
You're not in any hurry,
are you?

1357
01:44:25,114 --> 01:44:27,848
- No! Of course I'm not.
- I'm not either. We have time.

1358
01:44:27,850 --> 01:44:30,651
Just gotta get it right,
I've got to get it right.

1359
01:44:30,653 --> 01:44:33,020
- I'm not getting it right.
- Oh, you are, you are.

1360
01:44:33,022 --> 01:44:35,489
It's getting better each time
and you sound wonderful.

1361
01:44:35,491 --> 01:44:38,525
Just a minute,
I'm getting some water.

1362
01:44:38,527 --> 01:44:40,894
The most famous artists
I ever met

1363
01:44:40,896 --> 01:44:43,998
are the most nervous
before they hit that stage.

1364
01:44:44,000 --> 01:44:48,969
No matter how much you feel it,
you want to feel it even more,

1365
01:44:48,971 --> 01:44:51,538
so that it becomes
an honest recording.

1366
01:44:51,540 --> 01:44:55,609
And that's what Amy had.
She had that gift.

1367
01:44:55,611 --> 01:44:58,779
She was a natural,
true jazz singer.

1368
01:44:58,781 --> 01:45:03,717
And a jazz artist doesn't like
50,000 people in front of him.

1369
01:45:07,390 --> 01:45:10,190
♪ My life a wreck ♪

1370
01:45:10,192 --> 01:45:13,494
♪ You're making ♪

1371
01:45:13,496 --> 01:45:17,464
♪ You know I'm yours ♪

1372
01:45:17,466 --> 01:45:21,435
♪ Just for the taking ♪

1373
01:45:21,437 --> 01:45:25,272
♪ I'd gladly surrender ♪

1374
01:45:28,376 --> 01:45:33,313
♪ Myself to you ♪

1375
01:45:33,315 --> 01:45:38,385
♪ Body and soul ♪

1376
01:45:49,864 --> 01:45:51,331
Thank you!

1377
01:45:51,333 --> 01:45:54,568
- I think we got it.
- Yeah.

1378
01:45:54,570 --> 01:45:56,837
- Okay.
- I'm like you, you know?

1379
01:45:56,839 --> 01:46:00,407
- Each time, it's different.
- Yeah. No, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

1380
01:46:00,409 --> 01:46:03,510
It's never the same thing twice,
right? Yeah.

1381
01:46:03,512 --> 01:46:07,181
No, I'm like you.
Not you're like me.

1382
01:46:07,183 --> 01:46:09,650
I get it from...

1383
01:46:09,652 --> 01:46:11,819
my idols, like you.

1384
01:46:13,354 --> 01:46:15,823
That's the right way to do it.

1385
01:46:22,497 --> 01:46:24,731
She skyped me. She was happy.

1386
01:46:24,733 --> 01:46:28,502
The Tony Bennett thing, I mean,
she was, you know, a fan.

1387
01:46:28,504 --> 01:46:31,105
It was about her saying,
"I'm not a singer,

1388
01:46:31,107 --> 01:46:33,540
I'm a jazz singer."
Then she said,

1389
01:46:33,542 --> 01:46:36,143
"Let's do this jazz project
with Questlove..."

1390
01:46:37,245 --> 01:46:40,147
She's such a jazz snob.

1391
01:46:40,149 --> 01:46:42,916
She'd always be
on her computer sending me MP3s.

1392
01:46:42,918 --> 01:46:46,086
"Listen to this, listen to this,
listen to this."

1393
01:46:46,088 --> 01:46:48,322
I thought
I had my doctorate in jazz,

1394
01:46:48,324 --> 01:46:50,357
but no, she taught me a lot.

1395
01:46:50,359 --> 01:46:54,128
She was, like, "Alright,
we're gonna start a super group:".

1396
01:46:54,130 --> 01:46:56,663
You, me,
Mos and Raphael Saadiq."

1397
01:46:56,665 --> 01:46:59,867
I was, like, "Okay."
And she assigned homework.

1398
01:46:59,869 --> 01:47:03,203
"Alright, study this record,
study this record..."

1399
01:47:06,374 --> 01:47:08,775
Amy had a good period.

1400
01:47:08,777 --> 01:47:13,680
She could go for four weeks
at a time with no alcohol.

1401
01:47:13,682 --> 01:47:15,182
And she very much felt

1402
01:47:15,184 --> 01:47:18,552
that she was the best
that she has ever been.

1403
01:47:20,355 --> 01:47:25,325
But she went to the Priory,
in May, to be checked,

1404
01:47:25,327 --> 01:47:28,295
and there was some very...
serious things

1405
01:47:28,297 --> 01:47:29,930
that were being spotted.

1406
01:47:29,932 --> 01:47:34,368
It was the cumulative effect
of drinking and bulimia.

1407
01:47:35,870 --> 01:47:38,105
She could feel perfectly fine

1408
01:47:38,107 --> 01:47:40,874
and have heart irregularities.

1409
01:47:40,876 --> 01:47:44,811
Her heart can stop
if she started drinking again.

1410
01:47:46,181 --> 01:47:49,216
I said, "Look,
is this what you want?"

1411
01:47:49,218 --> 01:47:50,684
Do you want to die?"

1412
01:47:50,686 --> 01:47:53,487
And she said,
"No, I don't want to die."

1413
01:47:57,892 --> 01:48:00,894
All the signs were positive.
I thought, "Right, okay",

1414
01:48:00,896 --> 01:48:03,330
we've got a little
chink of light."

1415
01:48:04,832 --> 01:48:07,401
The Tony Bennett thing
was a good catalyst,

1416
01:48:07,403 --> 01:48:10,938
and it shows
that she still had it.

1417
01:48:10,940 --> 01:48:13,473
We had the offers
to do these shows,

1418
01:48:13,475 --> 01:48:15,943
and I said to her,
"You don't have to do them.

1419
01:48:15,945 --> 01:48:18,345
There's no pressure.
We got no record to promote."

1420
01:48:18,347 --> 01:48:20,447
But she wanted to do it.

1421
01:48:20,449 --> 01:48:22,015
She skyped me.

1422
01:48:22,017 --> 01:48:25,018
She wanted to do
all these other projects

1423
01:48:25,020 --> 01:48:26,587
with Questlove and Mos Def.

1424
01:48:26,589 --> 01:48:28,355
She was, like,
"I don't need this."

1425
01:48:28,357 --> 01:48:30,591
She just didn't wanna go.

1426
01:48:32,427 --> 01:48:35,162
The material felt so tired

1427
01:48:35,164 --> 01:48:38,232
and didn't feel
relevant to her anymore.

1428
01:48:38,234 --> 01:48:40,300
But because
she was such a huge star

1429
01:48:40,302 --> 01:48:42,236
and there was all
of these different pressures,

1430
01:48:42,238 --> 01:48:44,805
she had to keep performing
Back to Black.

1431
01:48:44,807 --> 01:48:48,342
She didn't want to do that.

1432
01:48:48,344 --> 01:48:52,713
As soon as she knew
that tour was looming,

1433
01:48:52,715 --> 01:48:54,615
she got wasted,

1434
01:48:54,617 --> 01:48:58,218
wasted so that
she wouldn't be able to go.

1435
01:49:14,235 --> 01:49:18,071
Amy was passed out,
asleep, on her sofa.

1436
01:49:18,073 --> 01:49:21,708
She gets put
in the back of a car, asleep,

1437
01:49:21,710 --> 01:49:27,347
and she wakes up at the airport
and gets put on a private jet.

1438
01:50:02,784 --> 01:50:05,285
Amy! Amy! Amy!...

1439
01:50:16,564 --> 01:50:18,231
Belgrade!

1440
01:50:18,233 --> 01:50:21,435
Introducing Amy Winehouse!

1441
01:50:31,179 --> 01:50:33,080
Whoo!

1442
01:51:13,321 --> 01:51:16,723
I wasn't sure what was going on.

1443
01:51:16,725 --> 01:51:18,325
She just wouldn't sing.

1444
01:51:18,327 --> 01:51:21,795
It was the first time ever
that had happened.

1445
01:52:21,989 --> 01:52:25,725
It felt like the end.

1446
01:52:25,727 --> 01:52:30,030
It was someone who just
really didn't care anymore.

1447
01:52:32,366 --> 01:52:35,235
To the extent
where she was willing

1448
01:52:35,237 --> 01:52:37,671
to sabotage not just her career,

1449
01:52:37,673 --> 01:52:41,908
but her friendships
and her musical relationships.

1450
01:52:57,758 --> 01:53:01,027
But it's amazing to me.
Why keep putting her onstage?

1451
01:53:01,029 --> 01:53:03,497
Because surely her managers know
she has a problem.

1452
01:53:03,499 --> 01:53:06,299
This was supposed to be
a major comeback, guys,

1453
01:53:06,301 --> 01:53:08,201
and she totally blew it.

1454
01:53:18,346 --> 01:53:20,046
Go!

1455
01:53:31,325 --> 01:53:33,860
"Yay!"

1456
01:53:33,862 --> 01:53:36,930
NICK: The 24th of July
was my wedding day,

1457
01:53:36,932 --> 01:53:39,533
and Amy was due
to be at the wedding,

1458
01:53:39,535 --> 01:53:43,003
and we'd spoken and I felt
like she was really excited

1459
01:53:43,005 --> 01:53:44,304
about my wedding, actually.

1460
01:53:44,306 --> 01:53:46,039
And she said
she hadn't been drinking

1461
01:53:46,041 --> 01:53:48,441
and she can't wait
to see the family, and Salaam,

1462
01:53:48,443 --> 01:53:50,944
and some people
that had been on the journey

1463
01:53:50,946 --> 01:53:53,313
were gonna be there.

1464
01:53:59,453 --> 01:54:01,321
She rang me up and I thought,

1465
01:54:01,323 --> 01:54:03,156
"Oh, my God,
what's happened now?"

1466
01:54:03,158 --> 01:54:05,792
'Cause that's the first thing
that goes in my head.

1467
01:54:05,794 --> 01:54:07,294
And she just went, "Jules..."

1468
01:54:07,296 --> 01:54:11,631
And it was my Amy,
completely normal.

1469
01:54:11,633 --> 01:54:14,367
And she kept saying
she'd never done this before.

1470
01:54:14,369 --> 01:54:17,270
She just kept saying sorry.
It was like complete clarity

1471
01:54:17,272 --> 01:54:19,372
over the whole situation
of the nightmare

1472
01:54:19,374 --> 01:54:22,842
of the past however many years
that we'd just gone through.

1473
01:54:22,844 --> 01:54:25,345
"Jules, I'm so sorry,
I'm so sorry..."

1474
01:54:25,347 --> 01:54:27,981
Like when you're a kid
and you panic

1475
01:54:27,983 --> 01:54:29,716
that you've done something wrong

1476
01:54:29,718 --> 01:54:32,686
and you wanna just fix it
there and then,

1477
01:54:32,688 --> 01:54:34,254
that's how it was.

1478
01:54:34,256 --> 01:54:37,390
I just wanted to grab her,
bring her back to me,

1479
01:54:37,392 --> 01:54:40,327
wrap her in my house,
not let her out.

1480
01:54:41,529 --> 01:54:43,863
And she called me the next day,

1481
01:54:43,865 --> 01:54:47,200
and it was just so weird
hearing her talk normally,

1482
01:54:47,202 --> 01:54:50,537
because for so long,
we'd just been pining for her...

1483
01:54:50,539 --> 01:54:54,307
Like, I missed my best friend,
Lauren missed her best friend.

1484
01:54:54,309 --> 01:54:57,110
We just wanted
to have a normal conversation.

1485
01:54:57,112 --> 01:54:59,012
She just kept going,
"Can I see you?

1486
01:54:59,014 --> 01:55:01,314
Will Lauren speak to me?
Can we start again?"

1487
01:55:01,316 --> 01:55:03,750
I was, like, "Of course, we can,
we're always here."

1488
01:55:03,752 --> 01:55:06,086
We've been waiting for you
to talk to us."

1489
01:55:06,088 --> 01:55:07,954
She said,
"I'm gonna call you tomorrow."

1490
01:55:07,956 --> 01:55:11,191
I was, like, "Okay, I love you."
"I love you too."

1491
01:55:31,178 --> 01:55:35,248
She just looked
like she was sleeping.

1492
01:55:35,250 --> 01:55:38,351
She was on top of the bed,
just... sleeping.

1493
01:55:41,288 --> 01:55:43,289
But she was gone.

1494
01:56:21,562 --> 01:56:24,664
- No!
- Oh, my God.

1495
01:56:25,900 --> 01:56:28,234
Rest in peace, Amy!

1496
01:56:37,044 --> 01:56:40,113
Amy's blood alcohol level
was four to five times higher

1497
01:56:40,115 --> 01:56:41,881
than the driving limit.

1498
01:56:41,883 --> 01:56:45,218
Maybe a combination
of her eating disorders

1499
01:56:45,220 --> 01:56:49,556
and the alcohol
just made her heart stop.

1500
01:56:58,265 --> 01:57:02,736
She was one of the truest
jazz singers I ever heard.

1501
01:57:02,738 --> 01:57:06,172
To me, she should be treated
like Ella Fitzgerald,

1502
01:57:06,174 --> 01:57:07,774
like Billie Holiday.

1503
01:57:07,776 --> 01:57:10,110
She had the complete gift.

1504
01:57:11,145 --> 01:57:14,147
If she had lived,
I would've said,

1505
01:57:14,149 --> 01:57:16,583
"Slow down,
you're too important."

1506
01:57:16,585 --> 01:57:19,652
Life teaches you
really how to live it

1507
01:57:19,654 --> 01:57:22,722
if you can live long enough.

1508
01:59:40,729 --> 01:59:44,597
♪ Well sometimes
I go out by myself ♪

1509
01:59:44,599 --> 01:59:48,534
♪ And I look across the water ♪

1510
01:59:50,671 --> 01:59:55,041
♪ And I think of all the things
what you're doing ♪

1511
01:59:55,043 --> 01:59:58,645
♪ And in my head
I paint a picture ♪

1512
02:00:01,282 --> 02:00:03,516
♪ Since I've come on home ♪

1513
02:00:03,518 --> 02:00:06,352
♪ Well my body's been a mess ♪

1514
02:00:06,354 --> 02:00:09,055
♪ And I've missed
your ginger hair ♪

1515
02:00:09,057 --> 02:00:12,358
♪ And the way
you like to dress ♪

1516
02:00:12,360 --> 02:00:14,627
♪ Won't you come on over ♪

1517
02:00:14,629 --> 02:00:19,399
♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪

1518
02:00:19,401 --> 02:00:24,470
♪ Why don't you come on over
Valerie ♪

1519
02:00:26,273 --> 02:00:28,741
♪ Valerie ♪

1520
02:00:31,145 --> 02:00:34,013
♪ Valerie ♪

1521
02:00:36,116 --> 02:00:38,952
♪ Valerie ♪

1522
02:00:41,622 --> 02:00:43,957
♪ Did you have to go to jail ♪

1523
02:00:43,959 --> 02:00:46,459
♪ Put your house
on up for sale ♪

1524
02:00:46,461 --> 02:00:48,895
♪ Did you get a good lawyer ♪

1525
02:00:51,932 --> 02:00:54,667
♪ I hope
you didn't catch a tan ♪

1526
02:00:54,669 --> 02:00:59,539
♪ I hope you find the right man
who'll fix it for ya ♪

1527
02:01:00,741 --> 02:01:03,343
♪ And are you shopping
anywhere ♪

1528
02:01:03,345 --> 02:01:06,412
♪ Changed the colour
of your hair ♪

1529
02:01:06,414 --> 02:01:08,581
♪ And are you busy ♪

1530
02:01:11,518 --> 02:01:13,886
♪ And did you have
to pay that fine ♪

1531
02:01:13,888 --> 02:01:16,189
♪ That you were
dodging all the time ♪

1532
02:01:16,191 --> 02:01:18,992
♪ Are you still dizzy ♪

1533
02:01:21,862 --> 02:01:26,566
♪ Since I've come on home
well my body's been a mess ♪

1534
02:01:26,568 --> 02:01:29,302
♪ And I've missed
your ginger hair ♪

1535
02:01:29,304 --> 02:01:32,438
♪ And the way
you like to dress ♪

1536
02:01:32,440 --> 02:01:35,241
♪ Won't you come on over ♪

1537
02:01:35,243 --> 02:01:39,112
♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪

1538
02:01:39,114 --> 02:01:44,350
♪ Why don't you come on over
Valerie ♪

1539
02:01:46,387 --> 02:01:48,988
♪ Valerie ♪

1540
02:01:51,558 --> 02:01:54,494
♪ Valerie ♪

1541
02:01:56,363 --> 02:01:58,965
♪ Valerie ♪

1542
02:02:01,201 --> 02:02:03,970
♪ Valerie ♪

1543
02:02:06,340 --> 02:02:08,808
♪ Valerie ♪

1544
02:02:10,344 --> 02:02:14,447
♪ Whoa Valerie ♪

1545
02:02:15,349 --> 02:02:18,785
♪ Oh Valerie ♪

1546
02:02:21,355 --> 02:02:24,057
♪ Oh Valerie ♪

1547
02:02:24,059 --> 02:02:26,192
♪ Valerie yeah ♪

1548
02:02:26,194 --> 02:02:29,128
♪ Valerie ♪

1549
02:02:29,130 --> 02:02:31,998
♪ Why don't you come on over ♪

1550
02:02:32,000 --> 02:02:34,634
♪ Valerie ♪♪